return from lanling

[shangba]

A full moon, unblinking.

You did not sleep, to see?

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[shangba]

He and I, never.

But I believe his affinity for Wei Ying mah return.

[emperorssmile]

Not even if it’s all three of us?

I hope you’re right.

[shangba]

You did not bear his hate thirteen years.

[emperorssmile]

Only because I wasn’t around to witness it.

I won’t push it.

I’m just glad you’re encouraging me to keep him in my life.

[shangba]

I would not heed, if you asked me to renounce Xichen.

Will not ask such a thing of Wei Ying.

[emperorssmile]

I’d have no reason to. Zewu-Jun would never do the things Jiang Cheng did.

I was ready to give up on Jiang Cheng yesterday. I don’t know if I would have reached out to him again if it weren’t for you.

[shangba]

I desire your peace. Your success.

[emperorssmile]

You’re always such a good husband, Lan Zhan.

I have you and the kids and that’s all I need. It would be nice to have my brother again.

[shangba]

And your cultivation.

Wei Ying. I do not jest. We must further it.

[emperorssmile]

Haven’t I been making good progress?

Is it because you want me to be able to hold my own against Jiang Cheng in case his temper gets the best of him?

[shangba]

If the next water gui is successful.

[emperorssmile]

It won’t be.

[shangba]

If.

It does not please me to know you dependent.

[emperorssmile]

But I’m already doing forms and meditating. It’s going to take some time to get this core into reasonable shape.

And I can rely on demonic cultivation, too. I’m not powerless.

My heart won’t ever be prepared for something like that.

[shangba]

I only wish to safeguard you.

[emperorssmile]

I won’t let anything take me away from you.

I’ll work hard, Lan Zhan. Until I have the qi and stamina to ease your mind and then some.

[shangba]

I pray we are swift.

[emperorssmile]

Give me another year and I’ll give you another miracle.

[shangba]

I shall do better, also. Plan.

[emperorssmile]

I don’t want to think about losing you. I’ll work extra hard to be strong enough to protect you from any enemy human or otherwise.

[shangba]

Perhaps best that we consider such things. Our children require us.

[emperorssmile]

And we’ll be there for them. I’m not cultivating to immortality just for us to die early.

[shangba]

I must ask something indiscreet.

Will you allow it?

[emperorssmile]

You can ask me anything, Lan Zhan.

[shangba]

Is there a risk you will think of our lovemaking as a chore?