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蓝忘机 ([personal profile] shangba) wrote in [community profile] wuding2024-03-05 04:01 pm

return from lanling


A full moon, unblinking.

You did not sleep, to see?

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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
We don’t have to become the same person. It’s okay if you’re more reserved than me and it’s okay if I get restless sometimes. You’re worth being with despite our differences.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I’ll whine about it until we think of something to entertain me.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
What? I’m serious! If I get bored, we’ll have to figure out something to entertain me. Boredom is temporary. What we have together isn’t.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Hold me as close as you can, Lan Zhan. I like your arms around me.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I can’t wait.

All this talking is making me want to hold you and kiss you until all we can think about is each other.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I don’t even realize I’m doing it, but you’re right. It reassures me.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Distrust our love-making or distrust me?
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Like when we’re upset at each other about something? Or upset in general, too, huh?

That sounds fair. As long as it’s a rule for both of us.

Can I still take comfort in you holding me while we talk it out?
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
So that’s why you were bringing up me being dependent earlier.

Dual cultivation is strongest when the two cultivating are sleeping together, but we start sharing qi before we kiss. We’d probably have to do it daily and I’d have to meditate longer, but it could work if you’re really worried about that.

I can’t see myself not wanting to sleep with you, though.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I’m so glad to hear you say that. I wasn’t looking forward to holding your hand and meditating for half of every day.

Holding your hand all day would be fine. It’s the meditation that I didn’t want to do.

If it’s time to cultivate and one of us isn’t in the mood, then we can figure something else out.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, I agree too.

No more running away from discomfort by sleeping together. I guess being uncomfortable is something we can share, too.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-03-19 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you’re right. I’m going to miss you comforting me with sex after a nightmare, but it’s for the best.

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