A-Liang has been quiet most of the day. He’s only had a fit a couple of times. The first time he needed changing and the second time was because I was late giving him his numbing ointment.
Sizhui and Jingyi pretty much take care of themselves.
Don’t worry, Lan Zhan. It’ll take more than spending half a day with them for me to get frustrated. If Liang were more fussy today, that would make things different.
Most people our generation are still unnerved by my presence.
But maybe you have a point. I do spend most of my time around you and the kids. And even when we’re not together, I spend the whole time talking to you like this or daydreaming about you when you’re too busy talk.
Order or pay someone to spend time with me? No, thanks.
I’ll branch out. Maybe if I get my archery back into shape, I can use the archery range the senior disciples use. Now that A-Liang has his nursemaid, I can get out of the jingshi more.
If I go to Lotus Pier now, it would be the same. Non-cultivators are fine with me, but my peers would keep their distance because of my reputation.
Maybe I’d have better luck convincing my old friends that I’m still the same Wei Wuxian they grew up with. To be honest, they started treating me differently after the war because of the demonic cultivation.
I’ll write him again. Maybe invite him to Cloud Recesses. He liked A-Liang. I’ll leave the demonic cultivators out of it and talk to him about it again in person.
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Let’s let the workers build it at their own pace instead of rushing them.
To be honest, it sounds like it’ll be too lonely if I move in this summer.
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I know I just saw you this morning, but I miss you already.
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Don’t worry, Lan Zhan. It’ll take more than spending half a day with them for me to get frustrated. If Liang were more fussy today, that would make things different.
You’rea shouldering a lot right now, too.
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But maybe you have a point. I do spend most of my time around you and the kids. And even when we’re not together, I spend the whole time talking to you like this or daydreaming about you when you’re too busy talk.
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I’ll branch out. Maybe if I get my archery back into shape, I can use the archery range the senior disciples use. Now that A-Liang has his nursemaid, I can get out of the jingshi more.
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It’s not like I never talk to anyone besides you and the kids. I just don’t feel close to anyone else right now.
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Maybe I’d have better luck convincing my old friends that I’m still the same Wei Wuxian they grew up with. To be honest, they started treating me differently after the war because of the demonic cultivation.
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Non-cultivators as friends, huh. Worth a shot.
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He cannot ignore two.
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I’ll write him again. Maybe invite him to Cloud Recesses. He liked A-Liang. I’ll leave the demonic cultivators out of it and talk to him about it again in person.
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