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[shangba]

( Midday, past lunch observed with Xichen: )


How fared the children this morning?

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[shangba]

Better an instrument for Wei Ying's pleasure than a weapon for the sect.

[emperorssmile]

A strong body that can keep your wife and children safe, too.

You’re so much more than a weapon for the sect.

[shangba]

A spare. A sword.

I do not flatter myself.

[emperorssmile]

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. You’re handsome, kind, noble, a loyal husband and father. You’re my favorite person and you should trust my taste!

[shangba]

That is my worth to Wei Ying.

Not to Cloud Recesses.

[emperorssmile]

You’re the temporary sect leader. You’re in a unique position to maintain peace for the entire sect. I know it’s not what you wanted, but we have to face whatever life gives us with our heads held high.

[shangba]

...I apologise for my lack of decorum.

[emperorssmile]

No need. I just think you’re great and wanted to remind you.

[shangba]

I was not born for greatness.

[emperorssmile]

You were born for me and I’m pretty great.

[shangba]

So great, on hands and knees.

[emperorssmile]

You’re the only one who gets to see me like that!

[shangba]

A true greatness.

[emperorssmile]

Besides, aren’t we both already war heroes? We’ve already proven our greatness so much that kids reenact our lives.

[shangba]

Would not wish it so.

[emperorssmile]

I’d prefer lives where all the violence we face is in night hunts, too. That’s the life we’ll give new generations.

[shangba]

I detest my son had to learn the sword.

[emperorssmile]

Let’s do our best to make sure he never has to use those skills against other people.

[shangba]

Already, Wei Ying has exterminated evil.

[emperorssmile]

How do you want to raise Liang?

[shangba]

...how does my love mean?

[emperorssmile]

You don’t like that Sizhui had to be raised as a soldier for the sect. I know we don’t know whether he has the aptitude for cultivation yet, but I don’t like the idea of you living with more regret.

[shangba]

He, above all, cannot be defenseless.

[emperorssmile]

Then he won’t be. I’m a little relieved. I don’t want the kids to go through what either of us did, but I want them to be strong just in case.

[shangba]

We need not proceed only as I wish.