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蓝忘机 ([personal profile] shangba) wrote in [community profile] wuding2024-04-30 02:11 pm

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( Midday, past lunch observed with Xichen: )


How fared the children this morning?

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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You keep my evenings exciting already.

I wouldn’t say no to adventuring during the day. I’ll strap Liang to my chest and hike around the places adjacent to Cloud Recesses that I haven’t seen yet.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I won’t do anything too dangerous with him. I don’t mind bringing him with me sometimes.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes I had to skip playing around because of him, but that’s why we hired the nursemaid for him, isn’t it? I still want to spend time with him, but I like the freedom to choose what I do, too.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I don’t! Not anymore.

To be honest, I miss the little one when I’m out without him. But I didn’t like feeling like I had to be with him all the time.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe so. Do you need time away from me? I know I can get on your nerves when you need peace.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
So you’re rested and recharged for me when I wake up.

When we spend too much or too little time together, we sometimes rub each other the wrong way. It’s tricky to balance it.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I could use a dose or two of Lan Zhan tonight.

I need to remember how to be me when I’m alone. I think I rely on being with you more than is beneficial to either of us.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Which part?

I feel almost afraid to be alone. I never used to be like that. I guess that’s when the more unpleasant memories I have surface. I can keep them at bay for the most part when we’re together. It feels… oppressive.

It’s unhealthy, isn’t it? I get defensive when anything comes up that would separate us for more than a shi or two. I can’t sleep when you’re not next to me.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
You make it sound easy.

I’m not sure what I need to do to change it.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
It seems like it’s made it worse…
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
But that’s what I don’t want.

Let’s just wait until we have to be separated for some reason and remind me of this conversation.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-05-17 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Can’t we wait for a little while?

Maybe we can build the house this year after all and I can spend some nights alone there.

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