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[shangba]

( Midday, past lunch observed with Xichen: )


How fared the children this morning?

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[shangba]

...no. Need to feel Wei Ying close.

[emperorssmile]

I knew you liked it when I talked in bed.

[shangba]

Do, constantly.

[emperorssmile]

I won’t ever stop!

What else does Lan Zhan really like?

[shangba]

When Wei Ying nuzzles. Nestles. Walks barefoot after lovemaking, thinking himself unheard. Kissing. Wei Ying's laughter. Wei Ying stretching to span me. His stifled moans. When Wei Ying curls to hide, avoid awakening. Ripples of Wei Ying's back as he rides. Musk of his body, alongside scent of wine. His sweet tongue.

[emperorssmile]

Lan Zhan! I meant what sorts of things I do in bed. But all that… you really like all those things?

Your love makes me feel so happy.

[shangba]

...should have warned?

[emperorssmile]

Yes! But, it’s okay. I just feel a little embarrassed is all. And I want to hug you again. Once I get my arms around you, I won’t want to ever let go.

[shangba]

Is it...abnormal, to adore so much?

[emperorssmile]

If it is, then I’m guilty, too. I love you so much that words are entirely inadequate to quantify it.

[shangba]

We will embarrass Sizhui.

[emperorssmile]

He can handle it.

We love Sizhui just as much as each other. Sometimes it’s hard not to hug him or ruffle his hair when he’s with his friends.

[shangba]

He also nestles when hugged.

Wei Ying must teach Liang.

[emperorssmile]

I think he’s good at it already. At least when he’s sleepy, he nestles.

I’m sure he’s getting tired of me. I keep hugging him.

[shangba]

Your second son, but first infant. He benefits from spoiling.

[emperorssmile]

I wish I could have spoiled Sizhui more. Liang will just have to be spoiled enough for both of them.

[shangba]

And Wei Ying, for two lifetimes.

[emperorssmile]

If we’re not careful, he’s going to be as spoiled as Jin Ling.

I already feel spoiled by Lan Zhan in this second life.

[shangba]

...too much?

[emperorssmile]

Just enough.

Do you think I’m too spoiled?

[shangba]

Wei Ying yet walks on his own legs. Not smothered every moment by kisses.

Insufficiently spoiled.

[emperorssmile]

Only covered in baby drool right now, but kisses sound nice.

I have a good life with you, Lan Zhan.

[shangba]

Too predictable?

[emperorssmile]

Stable.

I’d like to work more and now that we have help with A-Liang, I’ll be able to join the juniors on their night hunts more often. Or take some on myself whenever you have a free evening.

[shangba]

Do you wish to hunt alone, from time to time?