a home.
They fall together, like fresh snow off the mountaintop: first, in measured, patient, cultivating reunion after an extended dinner at their inn. Then, with passion. Then, syrupy and slow, with morning. In a rare, turn, after bathing, Lan Wangji denies himself the rigors and discipline of morning and coaxes them back abed, to hold his lover throughout his rest near sunrise, until halfway to midday.
He stirs them, inevitably, when the blinding bright white of the day overwhelms, and they must set for the road to make good pace to Cloud Recesses while still enjoying their stroll. They arrive, meandering, in the depths of a trickling, golden afternoon, when much of the clan is distracted with the latest lecture of a visiting hermit — they say, an aspiring immortal — and neither Uncle nor Sizhui can be politely parted from his wisdom. First, a brief stop with Liang. Secondly, for Lan Wangji, yet slowed by his fading wounds and bruises, to test the recovery of his disciples.
Lastly, facing the dregs of an afternoon together with no duties, no assignments, no occupation — curiosity wins over. With the packed necessities of a quick meal in his qiankun pouch, he steers Wei Ying to walk the winding, if peaceful path toward the peripheral territories, past the liminal, isolated quietude of the jingshi and into the periphery of Lan Wangji's inherited grounds.
A short walk, yet they may have breached the threshold of a brave new world. He had chosen the space for its proximity to river water, cunning, lively spikes of rice stabbing the field, alongside feral flowers. Already, the builders and architects have marked a path to make a road, but they have yet to set down wood or stone for steps. These, he knows, are still young days for their home, Wei Ying's house, rising on strong, sprawling bones that stretch out over a considerable territory: a number of rooms, some superfluous, including an isolated study for Wei Ying's pleasure and a music chamber. A large kitchen, for all much of the house yet misses its roof. A segment for the archery post Lan Wangji had bidden. The house, designed to host an inner garden, even boasts the allocated space for a pond men had been digging until mere hours prior, when their toil ended.
"To grow lotus," he murmurs, nodding ahead where the pond is yet to glisten and crest, where its waters are short of rising. And he does not ask, Do you like it, what it can be? But his gaze flickers between Wei Ying's face and the home in desperate, hungry study.

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And then Wei Ying has the audacity to sit his finger on his lips and nudge Lan Wangji into good behaviour. He says nothing, aware of the danger of discovery, but glares endlessly at this insufferable creature, coming on the brink of biting his shoulder again. His mouth hovers, as he casts Wei Ying an ugly glance, then his teeth clutch, softly.
And he waits out the old man, who mutters, mumbles, nearly curses out the cat — the audacity — but does not drift outside.
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It’s still hard for him not to dissolve into giggles. This whole situation is preposterous! Once Lan Zhan’s finished with his last nibble, Wei Wuxian cups his cheek and turns his face towards his for a few relatively chaste, good-natured kisses. “You’re too adorable when you’re angry,” he whispers and kisses him one more time for good measure before leaning his head back against the wall again, this time in relief that the old man isn’t going to come check the outside.
“Want to head home or would you rather take a dip into the cold springs instead?” He’s still remembering to whisper. For now. If they stay out here too long, he’ll likely start talking with his natural voice instead.
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Wei Ying draws him into a kiss, then another, and all the residual tension drains away from him, until he finds himself inevitably dissolving in laughter. An elder of the sect sleeps once more close to them, and they are as children. Very well.
Unbidden, his hand chases Wei Ying's as he pulls back. "The river, if you may bear it."
It gives Wei Ying no satisfaction to endure the chills of the waters, and he has only just pledged not to plunge in his bride, but perhaps...
He nudges at Wei Ying's cheek with his nose. "Will feed you warm congee after. Wine. You will bask beneath blankets."
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“The river,” he repeats with a brave face. “And then I’ll get spoiled after? Sounds like a good deal to me,” he decides. He leans forward to kiss Lan Zhan’s mouth one more time before prying himself away from the wall. He can’t help but wonder if they would have pushed each other to completion if they hadn’t been interrupted. It’s hard to tell sometimes what Lan Zhan’s limits are when it comes to exhibition.
He lets Lan Zhan take the lead. They’re not far from the river and the lighting is still fairly dim in the area, but he suspects Lan Zhan won’t want to finish what they started anyway lest they’re interrupted for a second time.
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For a change, he releases Wei Ying and prioritizes shedding his own robes first, silk pooling in slipped waves at his feet — while his jaw locks, and he acclimates to waiting in the cold, as he begins to remove Wei Ying's own layers. So deep in the heart of Cloud Recesses, no man would presume to steal their clothes and few beasts make their lair. He bundles the clothes and sits them by the river's side, before whisking his lover within.
A scant few steps, one and two and three and timid. He holds his breath in a sharp inhalation, then turns around to glance at Wei Ying and take him in, once they have both submerged in the shallow depths. Already, his hand finds Wei Ying's wrist to transfer an excess of qi that will coax his husband's body from the cold.
"Tolerable?"
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At least Lan Zhan’s giving him a nice show before stripping him of the warmth his robes provide. His eyes linger on the scars reaching around his arms and shoulders, but he quickly diverts his attention when Lan Zhan turns towards him. It reminds him of the beginning of his second life when Lan Zhan had taken him back to Cloud Recesses. If he’d suspected that Lan Zhan recognized him at the time, he would have panicked more and cried less. How could he have thought this beautiful, loving man would wish him harm or imprisonment?
He comes back to the present when Lan Zhan comes to help him out of his robes. He grins up at him as his main layer drops. He never wears as many layers as Lan Zhan or the rest of Cloud Recesses. Even when he’s cold, he relies more on the thickness of his winter robes than layers to keep him warm. In the summer, he’s hard pressed to wear more than one robe over his underclothes.
“You’re beautiful,” he says and steals another quick kiss before stepping out of his last layer. He folds his arms over his middle while they approach the water. Even putting his feet in is making his teeth chatter.
He walks close to Lan Zhan, trying to absorb as much warmth as he can. “It’s so cold,” he complains, but it doesn’t stop him from taking every step Lan Zhan leads. “It’s doing its job, though!” If anything, he feels like certain external parts of his body want to crawl back inside him to avoid the cold.
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The pleasant first dip of his toes is familiar, kind, incredible. He all but moans with it, grateful for the chance to become aware of his body through its minor agonies. The cold passes around and through him: he bears it, suffers the submersion, admiring Wei Ying when he begins to walk in. More qi, transferred. More soothing, kindly hums.
The comfort of the waters begins to soothe away their ardor.
"Is it?" Playful, nearly teasing. His arms capture Wei Ying, cocooning him and at once drawing him farther into the water, until they are both to their midriffs in the depths. "Do you feel strengthened by it? Emboldened?"
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“I feel like I’ll never be warm again,” he admits, wrapping his arms around Lan Zhan’s middle and holding him tight. “You’re amazing, Lan Zhan. You look so comfortable and collected!”
Despite his complaining and his avoidance of discomfort, Lan Zhan has a point. The cold water has his blood pumping like he’s in the middle of a workout! It’s as exhilarating as much as it’s awful. “Remember the first time we bathed together?” Back after they’d both been beaten with Lan rules for leaving Cloud Recesses during curfew. “You’re so much nicer to me now. You wouldn’t help me stay warm at all back then.”
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He does not wish that, now, for all he once upon a time had desired to turn the years back and intercede, and steal Wei Ying back to Gusu against his own wishes. Not anymore. Not ever again. They have stumbled upon each other organically, after Nie Huaisang and the Heavens allowed them a second try.
Now, he welcomes Wei Ying in his embrace and starts to inflict the friction of rapid caresses over his upper back, his arms. "Focus on your body. Become aware of it. At peace and balance with it. Welcome its hurts, the strain it allows, only to house and protect you within it."
A strange mantra, but so often the difference between acknowledging and indulging in pain. The sect does not cultivate through masochism, but true discipline, born of respect and gratitude.
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He welcomes Lan Zhan’s attempts at warming him, even if there’s not a lot of warmth being generated. Lan Zhan’s hands are almost as cold as the water! He sighs and gives his husband a playfully sulky pout. “You just want to trick me into meditating,” he accuses, but if meditating will help him feel less frozen, he’s willing to try it.
He lowers his head and presses his forehead to Lan Zhan’s chest, then he closes his eyes and lets his husband guide him through it. Nope, not working. “I’m trying, but focusing on my body just means focusing on how cold it is right now. Is this really supposed to help?”
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"You focus on your body's hurts, not your body. Not the strength within it. Concentrate on your energies. Your core." A beautiful, fledgling thing that burns bright and brighter with each moment. "Thank it for supporting you. Thank yourself for your ability."
And then, fleetingly weak, he brings his arms around his husband's shoulders, calling him into his chest where Wei Ying has already wilted, holding him close. "You are a remarkable being. Stronger than this moment. The strongest person I know."
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“My hurts… and my core,” he repeats, then steadies his breath to give it a try. And what are his body’s hurts? Pain doesn’t usually bother him much because he doesn’t focus on it. But his feet were a little sore after all the walking he’s been doing. His shoulder throbs a little where Lan Zhan bit him. He’d taken quite the pounding the night before, but that’s more discomfort than pain. He has a few minor cuts, bruises, and scrapes, but they barely register at all. He goes through them, one by one. Linking his core to each and also to the cold water.
He relaxes a little either from the attempt to meditate the cold to a tolerable level or because Lan Wangji’s put his arms around him. “You’re stronger,” he admits readily, grounding himself to his husband’s body and voice. “I might have been an equal in my last life, but I’m still catching up in this one. You’re my inspiration, Lan Zhan. I want to become stronger so I can protect you and our family.”
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That which he was blessedly born with in larger quantities than most, a product of his bloodline and his breeding. Nature is to thank for Lan Wangji's excellence. His discipline and control merely polished an advantage already presented to him. In this way, he takes little credit.
"Wei Ying is strong for his will, his justice, his losses. His determination. His pride." All that which first raised, then conspired to compromise him. But he supposes they need not speak of such things now, with a lifetime of amends and rewards before them. "Do you wish to leave?"
Already, Wei Ying has exceeded his expectations by suffering through the river water at all. If he wants to put an end to their detour, it is his right.
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He can feel the heat spreading across his face and neck at hearing Lan Zhan praise him. It makes him laugh briefly to himself. “That’s one way to warm me up,” he mutters, burying his face more thoroughly against Lan Zhan’s chest. He wonders if Lan Zhan can feel how warm his face has become.
He’s just still not used to having someone compliment him in a straight-forward way. His gut reaction is to deny it or compliment Lan Zhan even more, but he lets it linger in his heart this time.
“Have you finished what you wanted to do here?” He asks instead of giving a direct answer. “I don’t want to stay too much longer, but I think I’m okay now. But that doesn’t mean I won’t hold you to your end of the deal.” Sometimes it’s nice to let himself be pampered and it seems like Lan Zhan enjoys doing the pampering.
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He brings up his hands to pass them through his hair, working out the tangles and shedding off any filth or dust collected throughout the day. Unlike Wei Ying, he enjoys the rite of ablutions, these few moments to reacquaint himself with his body, for all the cold breaches his scars and strains old hurts.
He re-emerging, water beading off his cheeks and chest, nodding to suggest what was meant to be achieved has now finished. "Now, finished."
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Lan Zhan isn’t submerged for very long, and he looks great as he breaches the surface. Oh to be one of those drops of water clinging to his lover’s pale skin.
“Might as well,” he says to himself and takes a deep breath before lowering himself into the water. The cold hits him almost hard enough to knock the air right out of his lungs, but he only lets a few small bubbles out of his nose. He struggles to concentrate on his body and his core, but he does try to.
Only a few moments pass before he lets out his breath and emerges. Instead of looking majestic like Lan Zhan, he probably looks more like a drowned rat with his hair plastering his face. “Lan Zhan, share some more of your warmth,” he demands and wades his way over.
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Only, for once, he cannot scream, cannot greet his husband's later convoluted gesture of self-sacrifice with the appropriate degree of indignation. This time, they are both fleetingly underwater, excused from screams and awe, and they break to breathe only to behold each other after.
Wei Ying is... in another debut, yet again for the first time in their relationship, artless. A little clumsy. Like a drowned kitten. Ah.
He can't help himself, can't help the spell of laughter that breaks from him as he wades to embrace his husband, sharing his bodily warmth and simultaneously starting to steer them ashore. Before exiting, he slips a hand beneath Wei Ying's knees to raise him, hushing him before he pulls his lover in a proper carry and they must both face the wicked sting of the wind on their bare, wet skin.
"You need not have joined me in dive," he chides, finally setting Wei Ying down beside their robes.
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He meets his husband halfway, practically throwing himself into Lan Zhan’s arms. It’s no use, Lan Zhan’s warmer than the water, but his extremities still feels cool to the touch. “You’ve got us in ice cold water, yet you think my ankles are a problem,” he teases.
If he thought the diving was bad, a sudden gust of cold wind reminds him that it can always be worse. He groans about it and tries to maneuver himself to avoid it… which just means using Lan Zhan as a shield. At least until he’s being lifted up into the air where his freshly soaked legs feel like they’re going to freeze off.
“Please tell me you packed some drying cloths,” he pleads. He might have some used ones he’d forgotten to take out from their last trip. Unless Lan Zhan cleaned out their soiled robes and cloths when he wasn’t paying attention.
“You made it look so easy!” He finally let go of his husband to give him the space he needs to check his possessions. He doesn’t want to get his clothes wet since he’ll have to wear them all the way back to the jingshi, so he doesn’t reach for anything to put on just yet.
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For now, he presents the drying robes preferred in wet travel climates to Wei Ying, who will have to fend for himself against the greater size of the garment, while Lan Wangji slips back into his previously discarded clothes. More than the cold, his concern is modesty: were this a typical river dip, he would have brought linens to dry himself; now, the silks stick to his limbs. He packages Wei Ying's robes in his qiankun purse, shallowly stepping back into his boots without binding them tightly for the short walk.
"Can my sweet wife bear the distance, or shall I carry?" After all, he supposes he owes Wei Ying at least that little coddling.
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“Carry me,” he says with a wide grin. Before, he didn’t want things like this because he felt embarrassed and worried about Lan Zhan’s reputation. Now he cant get enough of their flirting public and otherwise.
Once he’s lifted, he wraps his arms around Lan Zhan’s neck and snuggles close. “Feeling better, Lan Zhan?” He asks, and despite being tempted to kiss on his throat, he behaves himself. For now. “Today was fun, don’t you think so?” He rests his cheek on one of Lan Zhan’s shoulders and closes his eyes. “Maybe next time we check on the status of the house, we can bring the kids.”
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It is only when they have nearly entered the jingshi, itself peripheral, that Lan Wangji sets his beautiful prize down onto the steps, tidying Wei Ying's robes for the last few moments when his lover is likely to suffer them. A moment, to send a vutterfly requesting fresh bathing water of the attendants that serve for the evening — then he turns to Wei Ying, half warring between soft adoration and concern.
"The house pleases you? You are... content?" Despite their tensions of the past few days and the looming shadow of Jiang Cheng and an imminent altercation. It matters, more than anything, that Wei Ying should live a life fulfilled, absent regrets.
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Once he’s back on solid ground, the wet spots from where they’d been touching bug him more. As soon as the nursemaid leaves for the evening, he plans to strip down and bask in the tub. If Lan Liang doesn’t have alternative plans.
“It’s coming along well,” he answers and hooks an arm around Lan Zhan’s. “It’s a little big for just the four of us, but we have forever to fill it up with our family. Oh! We can host the juniors after night hunts, too. I can’t wait to see what it looks like when it’s finished.”
But he hasn’t answered Lan Zhan’s question yet.
He turns to face him at the entrance to their rooms, standing on his toes to kiss his husband’s cheek. “It’s going to be perfect, Lan Zhan. I’m more than content.”
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"Then we move forward with it." And would he have tumbled down a house whole, if Wei Ying had expressed the smallest reservation? He wishes to think he would have been a measured, more self-contained man, but he has learned the limitations of his own composure.
They begin and end with Wei Ying. He nods along for his husband to retreat inside, just as the heavy steps of disciples carrying water buckets materialize in the distance. Their bathing water, delivered.
"Go. Dismiss the nursemaid. I shall receive dinner and our bathing water and meet you at our table." And softer, after, "There is something I wish to speak of."
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The affection makes him laugh quietly out of a rush of pure joy. His eyes squeeze shut when they’re kissed and he pulls his husband down for another quick succession of kisses before gradually letting him go.
“Something good?” He asks, glancing over at the sound of the disciples approaching. Had they seen their displays of affection? Well, there’s nothing they can do about it if they had and knowing the typical Lan disciple, they probably wouldn’t mention it. He smiles at Lan Zhan again before letting himself into the jingshi.
He chats with the nursemaid for a few moments, letting her go through everything that had happened in the day and the instructions for the rest of his care this evening. He tries to listen carefully, but figures they can easily figure it out if something goes wrong. He thanks her and hands her a few extra coins as he’d seen Lan Zhan do at times.
Lan Liang looks like he’s stubbornly gripping onto consciousness now that his ‘mother’ is back home to greet him. When she leaves, he picks up the baby and gives him a snuggle. “Did you stay up to see me?” He asks, not expecting an answer. “I missed you too, A-Liang. Know where we went today? We went to go see our new house. It’s not finished yet, but you’re going to have a whole room to yourself! That might not sound great to you right now, but once you’ve seen another ten years, you’ll be pleased about it.”
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...perhaps they should not be so liberal with their love. Perhaps too these young hopes of the sect must steel themselves before displays of carnality. They will face this and more in villages, when they present themselves to attend to local cases.
For now, Lan Wangji ruthlessly pretends to have seen nothing, acknowledging even less as he waves them in to leave the buckets of hot water inside, by the door. Lan Wangji himself only sets down talismans to preserve their temperature, then takes over the dinner platter, murmuring his thanks and their dismissal before heading onward to his love. The nursemaid also begs her leave, only urging Lan Wangji to set the babe to rest at the right hour, do not allow Master Wei to spoil his sleep.
He pledges it will be done, only to instantly falter, once he has set down the dinner offerings on their low table, turning to find Wei Ying helplessly doting on their young son. He joins, lured as if by a siren, slipping an arm behind his lover's waist to peer over his shoulder at the child. Lan Liang, typically so enthralled with Wei Ying, for once focuses more intently on the novelty of Lan Wangji's presence after an extended parting. He waves, kicking his little feet out and cooing with the fury of a hundred small tyrants.
"Apologies to the prince of heavens. This unworthy one has been remiss in paying tribute." And cannot lift the child to his chest now, besides, for how wet his robes are.
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