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蓝忘机 ([personal profile] shangba) wrote in [community profile] wuding2024-03-20 10:24 pm

a home.


They fall together, like fresh snow off the mountaintop: first, in measured, patient, cultivating reunion after an extended dinner at their inn. Then, with passion. Then, syrupy and slow, with morning. In a rare, turn, after bathing, Lan Wangji denies himself the rigors and discipline of morning and coaxes them back abed, to hold his lover throughout his rest near sunrise, until halfway to midday.

He stirs them, inevitably, when the blinding bright white of the day overwhelms, and they must set for the road to make good pace to Cloud Recesses while still enjoying their stroll. They arrive, meandering, in the depths of a trickling, golden afternoon, when much of the clan is distracted with the latest lecture of a visiting hermit — they say, an aspiring immortal — and neither Uncle nor Sizhui can be politely parted from his wisdom. First, a brief stop with Liang. Secondly, for Lan Wangji, yet slowed by his fading wounds and bruises, to test the recovery of his disciples.

Lastly, facing the dregs of an afternoon together with no duties, no assignments, no occupation — curiosity wins over. With the packed necessities of a quick meal in his qiankun pouch, he steers Wei Ying to walk the winding, if peaceful path toward the peripheral territories, past the liminal, isolated quietude of the jingshi and into the periphery of Lan Wangji's inherited grounds.

A short walk, yet they may have breached the threshold of a brave new world. He had chosen the space for its proximity to river water, cunning, lively spikes of rice stabbing the field, alongside feral flowers. Already, the builders and architects have marked a path to make a road, but they have yet to set down wood or stone for steps. These, he knows, are still young days for their home, Wei Ying's house, rising on strong, sprawling bones that stretch out over a considerable territory: a number of rooms, some superfluous, including an isolated study for Wei Ying's pleasure and a music chamber. A large kitchen, for all much of the house yet misses its roof. A segment for the archery post Lan Wangji had bidden. The house, designed to host an inner garden, even boasts the allocated space for a pond men had been digging until mere hours prior, when their toil ended.

"To grow lotus," he murmurs, nodding ahead where the pond is yet to glisten and crest, where its waters are short of rising. And he does not ask, Do you like it, what it can be? But his gaze flickers between Wei Ying's face and the home in desperate, hungry study.

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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-04 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
With his fate sealed, he follows Lan Zhan through the footpath the ladies in the area would use to go to the water’s edge for laundering their families’ robes. This time of evening, there shouldn’t be anyone using the river for chores or diversion. Who in their right mind would want to splash around in cold water when there’s already a sharp chill in the air?

At least Lan Zhan’s giving him a nice show before stripping him of the warmth his robes provide. His eyes linger on the scars reaching around his arms and shoulders, but he quickly diverts his attention when Lan Zhan turns towards him. It reminds him of the beginning of his second life when Lan Zhan had taken him back to Cloud Recesses. If he’d suspected that Lan Zhan recognized him at the time, he would have panicked more and cried less. How could he have thought this beautiful, loving man would wish him harm or imprisonment?

He comes back to the present when Lan Zhan comes to help him out of his robes. He grins up at him as his main layer drops. He never wears as many layers as Lan Zhan or the rest of Cloud Recesses. Even when he’s cold, he relies more on the thickness of his winter robes than layers to keep him warm. In the summer, he’s hard pressed to wear more than one robe over his underclothes.

“You’re beautiful,” he says and steals another quick kiss before stepping out of his last layer. He folds his arms over his middle while they approach the water. Even putting his feet in is making his teeth chatter.

He walks close to Lan Zhan, trying to absorb as much warmth as he can. “It’s so cold,” he complains, but it doesn’t stop him from taking every step Lan Zhan leads. “It’s doing its job, though!” If anything, he feels like certain external parts of his body want to crawl back inside him to avoid the cold.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-04 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
His breath catches in his throat when his torso joins in the fun of submersion. It’s so hard to just breathe in water like this when Lan Zhan seems to thrive in it. He’s impressed. He moves closer to Lan Zhan, bodies pressing close together even as their physical need for release is tempered.

“I feel like I’ll never be warm again,” he admits, wrapping his arms around Lan Zhan’s middle and holding him tight. “You’re amazing, Lan Zhan. You look so comfortable and collected!”

Despite his complaining and his avoidance of discomfort, Lan Zhan has a point. The cold water has his blood pumping like he’s in the middle of a workout! It’s as exhilarating as much as it’s awful. “Remember the first time we bathed together?” Back after they’d both been beaten with Lan rules for leaving Cloud Recesses during curfew. “You’re so much nicer to me now. You wouldn’t help me stay warm at all back then.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-04 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
“I would have! Maybe not like this, but I would have welcomed the warmth of you being next to me. We were both suffering after the beating we got,” he says, but there’s no real way to test that theory now that he’s biased towards romance. “It might have been embarrassing, though. And I would have probably teased you about coming onto me after.”

He welcomes Lan Zhan’s attempts at warming him, even if there’s not a lot of warmth being generated. Lan Zhan’s hands are almost as cold as the water! He sighs and gives his husband a playfully sulky pout. “You just want to trick me into meditating,” he accuses, but if meditating will help him feel less frozen, he’s willing to try it.

He lowers his head and presses his forehead to Lan Zhan’s chest, then he closes his eyes and lets his husband guide him through it. Nope, not working. “I’m trying, but focusing on my body just means focusing on how cold it is right now. Is this really supposed to help?”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-04 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
His breath hitches when Lan Zhan drips water onto him, surprised by the additional coldness, but he finds that it doesn’t prolong his discomfort for long. It should be easy enough to convince Lan Zhan to take a bath when they get home. A nice, hot one where he can regain some of his warmth.

“My hurts… and my core,” he repeats, then steadies his breath to give it a try. And what are his body’s hurts? Pain doesn’t usually bother him much because he doesn’t focus on it. But his feet were a little sore after all the walking he’s been doing. His shoulder throbs a little where Lan Zhan bit him. He’d taken quite the pounding the night before, but that’s more discomfort than pain. He has a few minor cuts, bruises, and scrapes, but they barely register at all. He goes through them, one by one. Linking his core to each and also to the cold water.

He relaxes a little either from the attempt to meditate the cold to a tolerable level or because Lan Wangji’s put his arms around him. “You’re stronger,” he admits readily, grounding himself to his husband’s body and voice. “I might have been an equal in my last life, but I’m still catching up in this one. You’re my inspiration, Lan Zhan. I want to become stronger so I can protect you and our family.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-05 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
“Not just qi,” he answers, though he’s still trying to focus on the exercise. It leaves him feeling more calm than anything else. And his voice might sound a bit more neutral than usual. “You’re physically stronger, too. With no spiritual or demonic qi, I could have held my own against you before.” He knows that Lan Wangji means a different kind of strength and that he’s just being pedantic. The truth is that he admires the strength of Lan Zhan’s spirit as much as the strength of his body.

He can feel the heat spreading across his face and neck at hearing Lan Zhan praise him. It makes him laugh briefly to himself. “That’s one way to warm me up,” he mutters, burying his face more thoroughly against Lan Zhan’s chest. He wonders if Lan Zhan can feel how warm his face has become.

He’s just still not used to having someone compliment him in a straight-forward way. His gut reaction is to deny it or compliment Lan Zhan even more, but he lets it linger in his heart this time.

“Have you finished what you wanted to do here?” He asks instead of giving a direct answer. “I don’t want to stay too much longer, but I think I’m okay now. But that doesn’t mean I won’t hold you to your end of the deal.” Sometimes it’s nice to let himself be pampered and it seems like Lan Zhan enjoys doing the pampering.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-05 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Everywhere that had been warmed by Lan Zhan’s presence feels cold anew when his lover moves away. He folds his arms over his chest again, rubbing his upper arms to work up some more heat. He wonders if he should follow Lan Zhan’s example and dip his whole body into the water. The places Lan Zhan had dripped water on him feel colder than his lower half because of the light breeze.

Lan Zhan isn’t submerged for very long, and he looks great as he breaches the surface. Oh to be one of those drops of water clinging to his lover’s pale skin.

“Might as well,” he says to himself and takes a deep breath before lowering himself into the water. The cold hits him almost hard enough to knock the air right out of his lungs, but he only lets a few small bubbles out of his nose. He struggles to concentrate on his body and his core, but he does try to.

Only a few moments pass before he lets out his breath and emerges. Instead of looking majestic like Lan Zhan, he probably looks more like a drowned rat with his hair plastering his face. “Lan Zhan, share some more of your warmth,” he demands and wades his way over.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-05 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
He’s breathless and shivering after dunking himself, but he grins and joins in the laughter. He pushes his hair back and out of his face so he can watch Lan Zhan glide his way over to him. He would have erupted out of the water, glistening and pretty, but the cold made him clumsy and eager to free himself.

He meets his husband halfway, practically throwing himself into Lan Zhan’s arms. It’s no use, Lan Zhan’s warmer than the water, but his extremities still feels cool to the touch. “You’ve got us in ice cold water, yet you think my ankles are a problem,” he teases.

If he thought the diving was bad, a sudden gust of cold wind reminds him that it can always be worse. He groans about it and tries to maneuver himself to avoid it… which just means using Lan Zhan as a shield. At least until he’s being lifted up into the air where his freshly soaked legs feel like they’re going to freeze off.

“Please tell me you packed some drying cloths,” he pleads. He might have some used ones he’d forgotten to take out from their last trip. Unless Lan Zhan cleaned out their soiled robes and cloths when he wasn’t paying attention.

“You made it look so easy!” He finally let go of his husband to give him the space he needs to check his possessions. He doesn’t want to get his clothes wet since he’ll have to wear them all the way back to the jingshi, so he doesn’t reach for anything to put on just yet.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-06 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
He happily takes the drying robes from Lan Zhan and slips into them. It’s not as good as a heated cloth, but the difference in chill is like night and day. He sighs contentedly, feeling a bit like he’s wearing a nice blanket. It’s not the first time he’s worn Lan Zhan’s clothes and he likes the scent of sandalwood emanating from them. He almost feels bad leaving Lan Zhan to his regular robes, but he appreciates the way the silk clings to his husband’s skin.

“Carry me,” he says with a wide grin. Before, he didn’t want things like this because he felt embarrassed and worried about Lan Zhan’s reputation. Now he cant get enough of their flirting public and otherwise.

Once he’s lifted, he wraps his arms around Lan Zhan’s neck and snuggles close. “Feeling better, Lan Zhan?” He asks, and despite being tempted to kiss on his throat, he behaves himself. For now. “Today was fun, don’t you think so?” He rests his cheek on one of Lan Zhan’s shoulders and closes his eyes. “Maybe next time we check on the status of the house, we can bring the kids.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-06 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
He hums to himself, swaying one of his feet to the tempo of his improvised tune while he’s being carried. He doesn’t mind the wet spots too much because they’re covered from the wind. It’s his neck and ankles that feel the most chill now that the natural warmth of their bodies kick in. He still feels energized from their dip into the river. As unpleasant as it had been during, the benefits of it afterward make it almost worth doing again sometime.

Once he’s back on solid ground, the wet spots from where they’d been touching bug him more. As soon as the nursemaid leaves for the evening, he plans to strip down and bask in the tub. If Lan Liang doesn’t have alternative plans.

“It’s coming along well,” he answers and hooks an arm around Lan Zhan’s. “It’s a little big for just the four of us, but we have forever to fill it up with our family. Oh! We can host the juniors after night hunts, too. I can’t wait to see what it looks like when it’s finished.”

But he hasn’t answered Lan Zhan’s question yet.

He turns to face him at the entrance to their rooms, standing on his toes to kiss his husband’s cheek. “It’s going to be perfect, Lan Zhan. I’m more than content.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-06 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
“You make it sound like you’d tear it down and start over if I didn’t like it,” he says, thinking that it would be ridiculous to do so. A waste of money and resources, something he’s still not over feeling protective of. He’s had over a year’s worth of good eating and sleeping in warm beds under a roof, but the poverty mindset isn’t easy to shake.

The affection makes him laugh quietly out of a rush of pure joy. His eyes squeeze shut when they’re kissed and he pulls his husband down for another quick succession of kisses before gradually letting him go.

“Something good?” He asks, glancing over at the sound of the disciples approaching. Had they seen their displays of affection? Well, there’s nothing they can do about it if they had and knowing the typical Lan disciple, they probably wouldn’t mention it. He smiles at Lan Zhan again before letting himself into the jingshi.

He chats with the nursemaid for a few moments, letting her go through everything that had happened in the day and the instructions for the rest of his care this evening. He tries to listen carefully, but figures they can easily figure it out if something goes wrong. He thanks her and hands her a few extra coins as he’d seen Lan Zhan do at times.

Lan Liang looks like he’s stubbornly gripping onto consciousness now that his ‘mother’ is back home to greet him. When she leaves, he picks up the baby and gives him a snuggle. “Did you stay up to see me?” He asks, not expecting an answer. “I missed you too, A-Liang. Know where we went today? We went to go see our new house. It’s not finished yet, but you’re going to have a whole room to yourself! That might not sound great to you right now, but once you’ve seen another ten years, you’ll be pleased about it.”

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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-06 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
He’s carrying on, telling Lan Liang all the things they’d done throughout the day when he hears Lan Zhan come up behind him. He turns halfway towards Lan Wangji to present their little emperor to him. “And look here. It’s your baba.” He starts to hand him off only to be declined. “Oh, right, your parents went swimming in the river. Baba can’t hold you until he’s wearing dry clothes. What’s that? You want to slobber on him anyway?”

He adjusts the baby until his hands are under Liang’s arms so he can present him for some kisses from Lan Zhan, too. “Oh, no you don’t. You shouldn’t grab Baba’s hair like that.” He shifts his hold again so he can help untangle Lan Liang’s little hand from Lan Zhan’s hair. “Sorry, Lan Zhan, I thought he only liked to eat my hair.”

So much for a quiet evening. Between the two adults, they’ve given their baby a second wind. They’ll have to calm him down and get him to fall asleep again before they can get into the bath. Oops.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-07 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
He cuddles Liang against his shoulder where the baby watches the betrayal of his father leaving him behind to go change his clothes. He sways and continues his tale of their day's adventure. He's just finishing up with their river diving when Lan Zhan returns to them. He hands their son over and kisses each of their cheeks before excusing himself to the next room. "Take care of baba for me, okay?"

He's only halfway out of the room when he starts shedding his robes. He leaves the sash tied and lets the torso of the robe drape across his backside. It's not dripping wet like Lan Zhan's robes, but the dampness is annoying anyway. Not annoying enough for him to take the whole thing off and change his clothes, though.

Smiling to himself at the sound of his husband and son bonding, he gets to work setting out their dinner on the main table. As usual, he sets most of the green dishes closer to Lan Zhan's side and the red ones closer to his own. The brown foods go in the middle where both sides can reach easily. One thing that never gets delivered to the jingshi is wine, so he fetches some from under the floorboards and brings it back to the table. Since he knows he's the only one that will drink any of it, he opens the seal and takes a few sips straight from the bottle, spilling only a couple drops down the side of his jaw and throat in the process.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-07 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
He grins when Lan Zhan approaches, setting the wine bottle down so he can kneel next to the table and pour his husband some tea. He doesn’t usually serve the drinks because he just doesn’t think about it before Lan Zhan takes the initiative on most days. Today, he has the chance because his lovely husband has a baby taking up his attention.

“I won’t tell if you don’t,” he says with a wink towards their little one. He situates himself to sit with his legs folded lotus-style. He’s also just wearing the one layer, but he keeps everything that could be considered obscene covered.

He picks up his chopsticks and uses them to take up some sort of green leafy vegetable lightly seasoned and offers it to Lan Zhan. “Open up! Your hands are full,” he explains with a good natured smile. He’ll pout about wanting to be the pampered one after the baby is back in bed. “Did Liang give you any trouble? He looked pretty cranky when I handed him over.”

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