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蓝忘机 ([personal profile] shangba) wrote in [community profile] wuding2024-03-20 10:24 pm

a home.


They fall together, like fresh snow off the mountaintop: first, in measured, patient, cultivating reunion after an extended dinner at their inn. Then, with passion. Then, syrupy and slow, with morning. In a rare, turn, after bathing, Lan Wangji denies himself the rigors and discipline of morning and coaxes them back abed, to hold his lover throughout his rest near sunrise, until halfway to midday.

He stirs them, inevitably, when the blinding bright white of the day overwhelms, and they must set for the road to make good pace to Cloud Recesses while still enjoying their stroll. They arrive, meandering, in the depths of a trickling, golden afternoon, when much of the clan is distracted with the latest lecture of a visiting hermit — they say, an aspiring immortal — and neither Uncle nor Sizhui can be politely parted from his wisdom. First, a brief stop with Liang. Secondly, for Lan Wangji, yet slowed by his fading wounds and bruises, to test the recovery of his disciples.

Lastly, facing the dregs of an afternoon together with no duties, no assignments, no occupation — curiosity wins over. With the packed necessities of a quick meal in his qiankun pouch, he steers Wei Ying to walk the winding, if peaceful path toward the peripheral territories, past the liminal, isolated quietude of the jingshi and into the periphery of Lan Wangji's inherited grounds.

A short walk, yet they may have breached the threshold of a brave new world. He had chosen the space for its proximity to river water, cunning, lively spikes of rice stabbing the field, alongside feral flowers. Already, the builders and architects have marked a path to make a road, but they have yet to set down wood or stone for steps. These, he knows, are still young days for their home, Wei Ying's house, rising on strong, sprawling bones that stretch out over a considerable territory: a number of rooms, some superfluous, including an isolated study for Wei Ying's pleasure and a music chamber. A large kitchen, for all much of the house yet misses its roof. A segment for the archery post Lan Wangji had bidden. The house, designed to host an inner garden, even boasts the allocated space for a pond men had been digging until mere hours prior, when their toil ended.

"To grow lotus," he murmurs, nodding ahead where the pond is yet to glisten and crest, where its waters are short of rising. And he does not ask, Do you like it, what it can be? But his gaze flickers between Wei Ying's face and the home in desperate, hungry study.

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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-18 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
The absence of his husband’s fingers feels all at once too empty. He pushes back, but the hand’s already moving to the next destination. His moan is low, hips jutting forward for more. Who cares if a true assaulter would never caress the cock of his victim? He shivers and moans again until he’s interrupted by a sudden pain.

He cries out, arching his back. He can’t decide whether he likes or dislikes the feeling as it does remind him of the way it felt being bitten by an actual dog. He can handle it. He winces at the second bite, hips stilling until it’s over and Lan Zhan moves to more pleasurable marking. He can’t blame him. He’d been the one to bring up leaving marks in the first place.

Still not realizing what’s triggering an aggressive response from Lan Zhan, he continues his pleas. “Please, he won’t love me. He’ll abuse this poor maiden and leave her cold on the wedding bed. Won’t you have a little mercy on me?”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-19 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
It’s a little painful being penetrated without lubricant. The fingers had been one thing, but Lan Zhan is not a small man. The ring of muscle at his entrance stretches and threatens to tear. He can’t tell if he’s bleeding or not, but it adds to the experience either way.

After the first few thrusts, he pushes back, meeting his husband halfway. Maybe a little blood wouldn’t be such a bad thing if it eases Lan Zhan’s ride. Besides, he has always liked it a little rough, animal-like and desperate.

His hands curl into fists, straining the binds that fasten them together. His head droops down again until his forehead is against the bed. The pain is overshadowed by the wisps of pleasure he feels every time Lan Zhan thrusts just so. It’s a good thing it hurts because otherwise he wouldn’t last long enough for Lan Zhan to have his fill. Dancing on the dagger’s edge between pleasure and pain, he doesn’t bother hiding his grunts and moans.

“Come with you?” He repeats, grinning a little at the ambiguity of it. “I thought being with this maiden - this whore, as you call her - is beneath you. Would you change your mind and treat her well or will you imprison and torture her for your satisfaction?” His words are broken at times when he feels bursts of pleasure that promise his eventual release.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-19 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
His moans turn to a whimper when Lan Zhan pulls out. Neither of them tasting completion. He holds his breath at first, worried that if he is bleeding, Lan Zhan will stop their bed play and treat him like he’s made of glass. Luckily, it seems he’s not harmed, though he’s sure his entrance is a sight to see. Raw, stretched, swollen. His sex, on the other hand, is still as hard as ever. A smeared bead of moisture on the tip.

He sighs, taking the time to catch his breath. He pushes himself up on his wrists instead of his elbows and looks over his shoulder to see what his husband’s doing. Ah, good. Lubricant is a good call.

“Grateful to be your slave, you mean? Show me what I have to be grateful for,” he says, more challenging than he means to. He’s supposed to be a mistreated maiden here. Fearful and wanting to be freed from this wretched fate.

He fixes the robe, covering himself with it before he crawls towards this lovely predator. He throws his arms over Lan Zhan’s neck and grins at him. “You call me a whore,” he says, nudging his husband’s cheek with his nose. “I can be your virgin or I can be your whore. Whatever you have in store for me is a better fate than what he will do to me. Why don’t you tell me what you want and I can show you I’m no cold fish.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-19 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
He, too, longs to kiss his husband, but he’s up to keeping their game going if Lan Zhan is. The hiccup of trying to fuck with no lube has them both in the unusual predicament of giving them trouble reaching climax. But they’re both still aroused and passionate enough to keep going.

“Yours,” he agrees, parting his knees and rocking against Lan Zhan’s hand eagerly. It’s a little hard for him to want to stop long enough to change positions with the delightful friction, but he manages to crawl into Lan Zhan’s lap with one knee on either side of his lover’s hips.

He reaches between them and takes Lan Zhan’s girth in one hand, giving it a few slow strokes while he gets up onto his knees. It takes a little creative contortion, but he guides his husband’s cock right to his entrance. It stings some - small tears in the skin, then - but he sits down on it anyway with a long groan.

He doesn’t wait before lifting himself and lowering himself again. “You said ride,” he says, feigning shyness. “Is this how you mean?”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-19 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
This is what they both want. What feels right between them. Lan Zhan sliding deeper and then more shallowly as he rises and falls with him. They couldn’t do something like this without their salve and what felt painful before only gives him the mildest discomfort.

The desire to kiss Lan Zhan overtakes him and he sheds the role of a misused maiden when he closes the distance between them and seals their lips together. The kiss is at once heated, tongue slipping between them to lap at his husband’s bottom lip. He throws his arms around Lan Zhan’s neck and holds him close.

“Lan Zhan,” he says without ending the kiss, “You’re so good to me. You did well. Next time, you should hold my head down against the mattress or lift me up by the hair when you’re inside of me. Choke me, tie me up, have your way with me however you feel like.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-19 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
He suspects the problems they’ve had this evening with their bed play may stem, at least partially, from their fight earlier in the day. Though having sex without lubricant had been a good idea in theory, it had been uncomfortable in practice. He doesn’t need Lan Zhan to be rough when they sleep together to feel satisfied, but it’s something he enjoys occasionally. Fantasies about dubious consent and even complete lack of consent are just that. If anyone tried to sleep with him other than Lan Zhan, he’d send them packing.

He laughs, forehead to forehead with his husband. “You surprised me with the biting and I’m going to be sore tomorrow, but no. You didn’t injure me. You really got into your role tonight,” he brushes their lips together between his words.

They’re going at a subdued pace right now, but it still feels good. They’ll speed up naturally when they get closer to finishing, but for now he’s enjoying the feeling of being filled up by the man he loves more than anyone or anything else in the world. “You fit so snugly like you were made just for me.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-20 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
“A good attempt,” he coos, letting his body move and pace itself automatically to match Lan Zhan’s. “You’re so good, Lan Zhan. I love you so much. Am I good for you? Do you like how it feels to fill me up?” There’s no worry or insecurity in his words tonight. He feels confident that Lan Zhan’s answers will be positive.

Laughing, he kisses his lover for several moments before pulling back enough to look him in the eyes. “You didn’t give me a chance to answer,” teasing and playful, “I’m pleased. Happy. You’re amazing.”

They rock together at relaxed pace, enjoying the proximity to one another without hurrying towards their completion. It’s comforting and familiar to be like this together. He squeezes his arms around Lan Zhan’s neck and buries his face there, kissing and nibbling at Lan Zhan’s shoulder.

He finds that after being brutalized by their little game, he especially likes to just be held close for a little while. This time, the holding is coming a little early in their fun and he likes it too. All he wants to do is be close to his husband for the rest of the night.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-20 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
He pulls back just enough to see Lan Zhan’s face, confused by the lack of movement. He doesn’t ask, starting to smile again at the romantic words slipping from his husband’s mouth. “Home,” he repeats, then shakes his head with a laugh. “Whether your things stay at the jingshi or at the new house, I’ll always welcome you. My home is wherever you are because you’re my home too.”

He’s ready to go when Lan Zhan starts moving again. Instead of the languid pacing and shallow thrusts of before, they move more feverishly. More deeply. He follows Lan Zhan’s lead, laughing a few short syllables when the position changes. This. This is what he wants. He wraps his legs around Lan Zhan’s thighs and uses the stability there to add to his own momentum

He moans his husband’s name, writhing under the attention to his nearly painful erection. It feels like they’ve been going at it for almost too long without release. “Faster,” he requests and speeds up his own movements to ramp up the frequency of those hints of promised pleasure.

“Lan Zhan. Husband. Lover. My whole world,” he says in short, staccato impulses between their thrusts. “I’m close. Just a little more. That’s it, Lan Zhan. Almost there. Do you feel it too?”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-20 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
His toes curl behind Lan Zhan’s thighs, breaths starting to shred and become erratic. Having the stimulation on both sides is nearly overwhelming and his words dissolve into broken syllables as he shamelessly coaxes Lan Zhan into letting go.

He doesn’t know if it hits him or Lan Zhan first. He cries out again, doubly glad for their sound dampening talismans because without them, surely it wouldn’t just be Lan Liang disturbed by the heightened volume. The pleasure hits him in waves, similar to their most recent wedding night. The prolonged stimulation and almost-releases giving him a similar effect.

He doesn’t stop moving immediately, rolling his hips to squeeze out fleeting trickles of pleasure for several moments after his climax. He only relaxes once he feels like he’s milked all the pleasure he can get.

He collapses on his back, loosening his ankles so he can press his feet into the mattress. “That was amazing,” he says, breathless and already feeling the syrupy post-sex fatigue. “You’re going to have to carry me if you want to bathe again.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-20 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
He’d rub Lan Zhan’s back if his hands weren’t still bound, but he can still hold him tenderly since he’d never let go of his husband’s neck. Much like the evening of their marriage, the lazy feeling that hits him is just that much more powerful than usual. Part of him hopes that Lan Zhan falls asleep on top of him like this so he can sleep as well.

He is slow to let Lan Zhan up, smiling under the litany of affection. “I love you, too.” More than he can express in words. This feeling is almost as good as the orgasm itself. His whole body feels like it’s humming.

And then Lan Zhan asks and he’s immediately worried about what he’ll find. He’s sore, but he still isn’t sure of the state of himself. It can’t be any worse than the first time Lan Zhan entered him, can it? It would be better to show Lan Zhan confidently. If he hesitates too long, it will only make him worry and he’ll look anyway.

“Sure,” he says when Lan Zhan adds the word ‘please’ to his request, “Want to look at it like this or want me to roll over first?”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-21 11:52 am (UTC)(link)
He’s used to this. After they sleep together, Lan Zhan usually dutifully tends to him and he falls in line naturally. First as he’s carried, then again as he sits on the rim of the tub. He doesn’t have much in the way of padding on his backside, but he finds that he can balance easily enough so the damage really isn’t something he’s worried about.

He slides into the hot water with a pleased sigh, rotating his wrists to ward off any lingering stiffness. They ache in a minor way that isn’t entirely unpleasant. Under the water where Lan Zhan cleans him, he’s relieved that it doesn’t hurt too much there, either.

“Nothing too bad,” he answers, resting his forehead against the wall of the tub. “Maybe next time we can suspend imagination and use the salve anyway. I’m a little sore down there, but nothing I can’t ignore when I have to sit in public.” Though the thought of Lan Qiren witnessing him show discomfort sitting does sound more hilarious than embarrassing. The poor old man wouldn’t know what to do about it.

“If it hurt too much, I would have broken character to whine about it. I almost did when you chomped on me like a dog, but that didn’t last long enough for me to bother,” he admits.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-21 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
He tilts his head to the side and smiles at his husband. “Next time,” he repeats, “I love all sides of Lan Zhan. Maybe you can tie me up, too. I could be a war prize for an accomplished general. Or a virgin bed warmer for the emperor. Anything Lan Zhan wants me to be.”

He thinks to argue against the necessity of using the balm, but it would make Lan Zhan feel better if he bears the embarrassment of accepting healing after their bed play. “You’re worrying too much,” he teases, taking the hand that isn’t inspecting him and bringing it to his lips to kiss. “But we can use some of that salve. It’s been a while since we needed it.”

He leans back against the tub and yawns widely. He could fall asleep just like this feeling warm and sated. Tomorrow, they’ll have to dual cultivate because of their newly agreed on schedule, but tonight is theirs to enjoy without meditation. “Nibbling is okay, just don’t try to take a chunk out me next time, okay?” He knows that Lan Zhan sometimes resorts to biting when he’s feeling overwhelmed. Sex can be overwhelming at times.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-22 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
“Do you like it better when it’s gentle?” He asks, genuinely curious. He always assumed Lan Zhan likes it a little rough since the beginning. Could it be that he’s missed something important? “There’s being gentle and then there’s treating me like I’m fragile. I don’t need special treatment. I’d be happy doing it however you like it.”

He squeezes Lan Zhan’s hand lightly before relaxing. Now that his inspection’s over, he sits with his back against the tub wall. He situates his legs around where Lan Zhan’s already claimed territory for his longer limbs.

“As long as we both feel satisfied at the end, I’m happy. We’re always talking about what I want when we sleep together. What do you want? If you could do it any way with my enthusiastic consent, what would it be like?”

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