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蓝忘机 ([personal profile] shangba) wrote in [community profile] wuding2024-03-20 10:24 pm

a home.


They fall together, like fresh snow off the mountaintop: first, in measured, patient, cultivating reunion after an extended dinner at their inn. Then, with passion. Then, syrupy and slow, with morning. In a rare, turn, after bathing, Lan Wangji denies himself the rigors and discipline of morning and coaxes them back abed, to hold his lover throughout his rest near sunrise, until halfway to midday.

He stirs them, inevitably, when the blinding bright white of the day overwhelms, and they must set for the road to make good pace to Cloud Recesses while still enjoying their stroll. They arrive, meandering, in the depths of a trickling, golden afternoon, when much of the clan is distracted with the latest lecture of a visiting hermit — they say, an aspiring immortal — and neither Uncle nor Sizhui can be politely parted from his wisdom. First, a brief stop with Liang. Secondly, for Lan Wangji, yet slowed by his fading wounds and bruises, to test the recovery of his disciples.

Lastly, facing the dregs of an afternoon together with no duties, no assignments, no occupation — curiosity wins over. With the packed necessities of a quick meal in his qiankun pouch, he steers Wei Ying to walk the winding, if peaceful path toward the peripheral territories, past the liminal, isolated quietude of the jingshi and into the periphery of Lan Wangji's inherited grounds.

A short walk, yet they may have breached the threshold of a brave new world. He had chosen the space for its proximity to river water, cunning, lively spikes of rice stabbing the field, alongside feral flowers. Already, the builders and architects have marked a path to make a road, but they have yet to set down wood or stone for steps. These, he knows, are still young days for their home, Wei Ying's house, rising on strong, sprawling bones that stretch out over a considerable territory: a number of rooms, some superfluous, including an isolated study for Wei Ying's pleasure and a music chamber. A large kitchen, for all much of the house yet misses its roof. A segment for the archery post Lan Wangji had bidden. The house, designed to host an inner garden, even boasts the allocated space for a pond men had been digging until mere hours prior, when their toil ended.

"To grow lotus," he murmurs, nodding ahead where the pond is yet to glisten and crest, where its waters are short of rising. And he does not ask, Do you like it, what it can be? But his gaze flickers between Wei Ying's face and the home in desperate, hungry study.

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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-13 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
He watches Lan Zhan’s next attempt openly, smiling the whole time he tries. It’s a little unnatural at first, but then it softens after a few struggling moments. His own grin softens too, eyes dipping down to look at his husband’s lips. “Good. That’s… good,” he says somewhat distracted, mind clearly moving into another direction.

The kiss starts out gentle, sweet, and he can’t help but be lured in for more. Lan Zhan’s always handsome, but there’s just something about seeing him smiling and knowing it’s at least partially because of him that makes his husband irresistible. His hands sneak their way to Lan Zhan’s throat, then further up to cup both of his cheeks.

“You’re gorgeous,” he says between kisses, thumbs rubbing softly against Lan Zhan’s face, “It’s been long enough, hasn’t it?” He doesn’t want to push Lan Zhan into something he’s not comfortable with, but he’s only a man.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-13 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
His mouth chases Lan Zhan’s when he pulls away, seeking more of that familiar tingle he feels when their lips meet. After a few moments, he sighs and sits back where they can look at each other. Even though Lan Zhan’s pulled away from him, he runs a finger along the edge of his husband’s ear. A path he wants to follow with his lips and tongue.

“I have,” he says hesitantly. “It’s never bothered you when I drank before.” And it takes him a little while to figure out what’s different about this time. They’d been arguing. He’d imbibed excessively because of that fight, too. But he’s not upset now. “I’m fine. I barely feel it anymore.”

There are any number of things he can do to tempt Lan Zhan into sleeping with him. It’s not exactly difficult to drive Lan Zhan mad with ardor for him. But something holds him back from making a move.

This is important to Lan Zhan. To make sure before moving on. And if he’s honest with himself, he doesn’t want to deal with a mopey husband who’s feeling guilty for doing something they both want. “If you don’t want to sleep with me tonight, can you at least let me kiss you while I take care of myself. I could help you too, if you want it.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-14 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
“I want to sleep with you, too,” he says, trying to match the gentle tone Lan Zhan is using. He leans forward and brushes his nose and cheek across Lan Zhan’s cheek like he’s a cat seeking affection. Maybe he should have phrased it differently. He knows Lan Zhan always wants him and that it’s his desire for unwavering consent that stills him now.

His fingers draw little designs on Lan Zhan’s neck when the kiss starts. He inches his way forward until they’re pressed together. Until there’s no way to mistake either of their desire for the other.

He whines when Lan Zhan pulls away from him and he gives chase. Kissing him again and again before the meaning of his husband’s words trickle in. With a sigh, he opens his eyes and stares straight into Lan Zhan’s. “I want you tonight. And every night,” he tells him, smiling.

But is that enough?

“I’m not running away from anything right now. I just want to love my Lan Zhan and be loved too.” That just leaves the problem of their location. “You’re just going to want to bathe again after we’re done… but it’s more comfortable in the bed. Hmm… let’s go to the bed.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-15 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It’s easy to fall into line kissing Lan Zhan and letting him lead. Their tongues dance across each other and their parted lips like they have one mouth between them. He’s starting to think that maybe sleeping together in the bath isn’t that bad of an idea. They’ve since started using a reinforced tub after breaking so many, so they probably wouldn’t break this one.

Whining, he chases Lan Zhan’s mouth for a moment before sitting back and licking the moisture from his lips. He likes the way Lan Zhan looks at him as if he is a hunted thing. A rabbit in the presence of a tiger.

At first, he doesn’t remember the request he made earlier in the day, but he grins when it dawns on him. He likes it when Lan Zhan is a little rough with him and he harbors certain fantasies that this sort of play is the only way he wants to live them. He reaches his up and cups one of Lan Zhan’s cheeks and he gives him one more short kiss.

“Don’t be gentle,” he requests. They both know that he’s going to fight it and struggle, but that’s half the fun.

He stands up and pats his upper half dry before climbing out of the tub and doing the same for his lower half. He’s already mostly hard after all that kissing and the anticipation of being thoroughly debauched by his husband. He gives Lan Zhan one last grin before fetching a clean red robe and doing what he’s been told. Lan Zhan’s done a good job taking out the tangles and knots in his hair, so it’s not difficult to run a comb through it.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-15 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
He hums to himself while he tends to the tasks a young maiden may finish after her evening bath. One of a gentle breed, but not truly noble since he doesn’t have a handmaid to do the chore of brushing out his hair. He honestly doesn’t spend that much time in front of mirrors these days. This body is an acceptable one. Handsome, youthful, boyish with very little in the way of body hair. A little on the skinny side, but he thinks he’s put on a small amount of weight compared to the beginning when it has been actively and intentionally starved. He’s become accustomed to it, no longer viewing it as something not his own.

His heart is beating fast while he waits for Lan Zhan. He doesn’t look over or try to manipulate the angle of the mirror, but he can tell Lan Zhan’s cleaning up after their bath by the sound of water splashing. Only a Lan would prioritize chores over getting laid! It makes him feel fond rather than disappointed.

He considers putting his hair up so it’s out of the way, but decides against it in the end. Maybe Lan Zhan will grab it and use it to push and pull him wherever he wants him to go.

He’s not expecting the knife to appear before his attacker and he tries to step back reflexively and runs into the solid form of Lan Zhan. “Please, I don’t have much. Take anything you’d like, just please don’t hurt me.”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-16 12:17 pm (UTC)(link)
He catches the beginning of the smile just before Lan Zhan dips his head down and he can’t help but match it momentarily. Oh, that won’t do, will it? A smiling damsel being manhandled by a brute who doesn’t even wear robes when entering a lady’s chamber. He wants to step back and feel Lan Zhan against him, but he manages to maintain his character and merely whimpers instead.

“Please,” he pleads again, biting back the moan that wants to escape him at the feel of his husband’s teeth along his sensitive skin. “Anything but that. I’m still a virgin,” he says, but obediently parts his legs at the intrusion.

There’s something freeing to at least pretend to lose his autonomy like this. Where he can basically let Lan Zhan take control of their bed play while he takes whatever is given to him. And then there’s the brutality of the act that will likely leave him sore, but feels so cathartic to experience. He wonders if he would have liked something like this back in his first life. He thinks he would have loathed feeling powerless back when he’s been harboring the Wens in Yiling. The difference now is about trust. If they go too far (doubtful) he knows he could break character and Lan Zhan would heed him.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-16 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
He catches Lan Zhan’s eyes in the reflection for a moment and he winks coyly at him. A little bit outside of the behavior of a maiden being assaulted, but he can’t help himself when he sees the creases at the corners of Lan Zhan’s eyes that betray the instinct to smile. How he loves when Lan Zhan takes control like this. He can rest assured that Lan Zhan will be pleased with how their evening progresses.

“But you’re so big,” he says, barely managing to resist the urge to press himself closer to Lan Zhan. It’s not just Wei Wuxian who is already ready to go. “You’ll tear me in half.”

He gasps, head jerking back and exposing more of his throat for Lan Zhan’s. This time when he pleads, he can only moan the words out. “Please, please, have mercy on this poor maiden. However can I please you so you spare my life?”
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-16 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
He can see the want in his reflection, cheeks pink, pupils dilated, and then there’s the obvious sign down below. It’s a little embarrassing to see himself like this, but not enough for him to ask if they could take this game elsewhere. He wonders if Lan Zhan will perform this whole story where he has no choice but to watch himself being defiled.

His eyes drift closed on command and he gets down onto his knees, turning himself around with a few crawled shuffles. He could take Lan Zhan in his hand or in his mouth immediately, but that would show too much eagerness for this poor maiden. “Yes, yes, I’ll do it,” he says, licking his lips without thinking about it. “Thank you, thank you. I’m to be married in the fall. Thank you for leaving me intact.”

He lifts his hands blindly, feigning hesitation while caressing his way from Lan Zhan’s knees up across his inner thighs and towards the ultimate destination. He knows Lan Zhan wants this just as badly as he does. He parts his lips, waiting for Lan Zhan to guide himself in.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-17 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Blinded, he’s unable to see the change on Lan Zhan’s face after his accidental betrayal. Ever since the first time he’d sparked Lan Zhan’s jealousy in bed, he’s usually more careful about implying his character has someone else they love besides Lan Zhan himself. Still, he doesn’t realize what he’s done and can only assume Lan Zhan’s getting more into his role when he’s jerked back by his hair. His moan is a surprised thing, but he likes being brutalized like this. To reward his husband, he lets his tongue slide across the tip, helping to spread the moisture beading there across his mouth.

His hand clasps Lan Zhan’s wrist and he gives it a few showy tugs with no strength behind them. He doesn’t want him to let go. If anything, he’s excited by the prospect of it. Lan Zhan is usually so much more careful with him.

There’s no warning before the cock in his mouth pushes in as deep as it can go. He gags on it, but he still holds onto Lan Zhan’s wrist. It doesn’t take long for him to anticipate the thrusts and train himself not to gag again. His own ignored cock feels hard enough to burst, but he somehow restrains himself and doesn’t grasp it.

He whimpers at the promise of moving to the next step. Will Lan Zhan truly only use his spit as a lubricant? It won’t be all that different from the first few times they slept together. The memory just makes him want it more.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-17 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
His throat is starting to feel bruised and his jaw starts to ache by the time Lan Zhan’s finished with him. He doesn’t complain because this is exactly what he’s been asking for, but if it had gone on for much longer, he may have had to stop to rest.

He sits back on his heels, looking up at the handsome form of his husband leering down at him. He wipes some spittle off the sides of his mouth with the back of one wrist before offering up his hands to be bound in whatever way Lan Zhan sees fit.

His own sex is standing at attention and waiting for one of them to have some mercy on it. Preferably before it starts to ache, but he’s not going to be picky about it. He’s in the middle of being thoroughly used up by his loving husband. “What do you have planned for me?” He asks because he wants all the lurid details, but his character would be asking out of fear. It comes out sounding horny instead of frightened.

There’s something different about this than their usual games, but not in a bad way. It’s exciting and keeps him on his toes because he can’t predict what’s coming next. Will Lan Zhan go back to being careful or will he show the same disregard for his comfort as he has so far?
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-18 12:44 pm (UTC)(link)
His motions are unsteady as he’s yanked to his feet. He’ll have to reward Lan Zhan later for getting so into the role. For now, he pretends to cower at his husband’s side, torn between the desire to move closer to him and the confines of his role telling him to pull away and fight. He chooses the latter, backing up and trying in vain to flee. If he really wanted to get away, he’d utilize cultivation or just tell Lan Zhan he’s finished.

Pleasant surprise takes him as he’s thrown towards the bed. He lands on his shoulder and face before scrambling up to a sitting position. “No, no, please don’t do this,” he says, unable to completely stifle the grin that wants to paint his face.

Maybe he should cower some more. Instead, he gets up onto his knees and supports his upper body by resting his weight on his elbows and forearms. It’s a lot more comfortable than trying to use his bound hands as support. He hangs his head down between his elbows and adjusts himself to be open for Lan Zhan’s pleasure.

There’s a part of him deep down that feels like he deserves to be treated like an object for his husband to use and discard as he pleases. It’s something he should probably work through or at the very least let Lan Zhan know about it, but he’s worried they won’t get to play scenes like this if it comes to light.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-18 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
He watches Lan Zhan, eyes tracking him but the movements of his head are shallow. He should be covering himself or trying to fight Lan Zhan away from him, but his body is screaming for more. He could maneuver himself so he could hump against his wrists or even the bedspread beneath them. No better than a dog in heat.

He bites at his lower lip, shivering from just the touch on his back. He presses his forehead down onto the mattress and braces himself for what’s next. Relax, that’s it, don’t clench. Without lubricant, it will be a rough ride for both of them.

His moan is muffled and despite his willingness, he tenses at the intrusion. “Stop, please,” he says, face still pressed to fabric so his voice doesn’t carry as much. “If you must do this, then please be quick. I can’t bear it.” What he can’t bare is his own arousal going ignored. He knows Lan Zhan will take good care of him, rough and mean and altogether intensely satisfying. “Please, don’t leave any marks on my flesh.” Except maybe a few bite marks or some bruises to remind him of this evening for days to come.
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[personal profile] emperorssmile 2024-04-18 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
The absence of his husband’s fingers feels all at once too empty. He pushes back, but the hand’s already moving to the next destination. His moan is low, hips jutting forward for more. Who cares if a true assaulter would never caress the cock of his victim? He shivers and moans again until he’s interrupted by a sudden pain.

He cries out, arching his back. He can’t decide whether he likes or dislikes the feeling as it does remind him of the way it felt being bitten by an actual dog. He can handle it. He winces at the second bite, hips stilling until it’s over and Lan Zhan moves to more pleasurable marking. He can’t blame him. He’d been the one to bring up leaving marks in the first place.

Still not realizing what’s triggering an aggressive response from Lan Zhan, he continues his pleas. “Please, he won’t love me. He’ll abuse this poor maiden and leave her cold on the wedding bed. Won’t you have a little mercy on me?”

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