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[shangba]

Pledge you do not sleep in the vanquished cave.

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[shangba]

...where I first tasted Wei Ying.

[emperorssmile]

Then shouldn’t we find a nice, sturdy tree?

[shangba]

That, a mere sip.

[emperorssmile]

Oh, that’s right. You don’t remember the day we went to the Guanyin Temple. You were too drunk.

[shangba]

...I claimed your body then?

[emperorssmile]

No, no, it wasn’t like that. We just rubbed against each other and used our hands. We both finished, though.

[shangba]

...I see.

[emperorssmile]

I shouldn’t have taken advantage of you like that.

I mean, you seemed to be enjoying yourself, but I knew about your memory issues when you get drunk and still did it anyway.

I’m not always the best at thinking things through before jumping in.

[shangba]

Only disappointed I do not remember.

Regret no sliver of pleasure shared with Wei Ying.

[emperorssmile]

There are things I can’t remember, too.

I’ll remember for both of us!

[shangba]

What do you wish to know?

[emperorssmile]

I’m not really sure.

I’ll tell you next time you or someone else brings up something that happened back in my first life that I can’t recall.

[shangba]

If... I enjoyed you while drunken. Possessed of greater force.

May I trust you were not unwilling?

[emperorssmile]

I was more than just willing. I was the one to start it.

[shangba]

Show me, one day.

[emperorssmile]

Sure. It might feel more… juvenile than what we usually do.

[shangba]

In ways unwelcome?

[emperorssmile]

Welcome ways. I enjoyed every second of it.

[shangba]

Then, nothing to fear.

Want to live and remember everything with Wei Ying.

[emperorssmile]

I want that, too. I never want to forget another moment with you.

[shangba]

Shall feed Wei Ying daily ginger.

[emperorssmile]

Do you think that will help me remember more of our time together in my first life?

[shangba]

I do not wish to create expectations.

But there are techniques to raise memories from spirits.

[emperorssmile]

I want to try it. If it doesn’t work, then it’s not like I lose anything by trying.

I’ll wait so we can do it together.

[shangba]

And if you do not enjoy your recollections?