wuding | (no subject)

Always.

We can do nice memories first just to see if it works. There’s no harm in that, right?

After experiencing the benevolent memories, you will think the sour ones easily born.

You think it would be easier to remember the bad stuff than the good stuff?

I believe Wei Ying will overestimate himself.

I guess I’m guilty of that at times.

I don’t need to remember all the bad stuff, so I won’t try to do it behind your back or anything.

Is my concern so stifling?

Stifling? I thought you’d appreciate the reassurance.

Not in Wei Ying's nature to give it.

It’s because I considered it, but knew you wouldn’t be happy with me. I know you wouldn’t forbid me from doing it, but I don’t want to make you sad or worried.

I suppose, thank you.

I just made it weird, didn’t I?

Oh well, now I can’t go off and do it on my own because I won’t break our vows!

I am not ungrateful for Wei Ying's sincerity.

I know. I really am trying to be better.

At least when it comes to me, you, and our family. I don’t care about anyone else enough to bother with.

What is it you would wish me to say?

You don’t have to say anything, Lan Zhan.

No thanks or apologies needed, right?

Agreed.

Good!

I don’t feel stifled by you, either.

I love you.

But I did not enjoy the terms of our conversation.

That’s fair. I love you too, Lan Zhan. Even when we’re angry and at each other’s throats, I never stop loving you.

Is there something I can do better next time?

Do not say my agreement will facilitate you as you proceed as you wished anyway.

So what should I do? Whatever I feel like without your input or listen to you and not do what I want?

I’m not trying to start a fight. I just want to know which part was the bad part in case it happens again.

In such matters, ask my counsel. Give it more than a moment's thought.

If you find against it, proceed as you wish.

I can do that. I don’t always think things through, but I’ll try to remember to slow down and think about things before making big decisions.

Thank you, my love.