wuding | (no subject)

Then, nothing to fear.

Want to live and remember everything with Wei Ying.

I want that, too. I never want to forget another moment with you.

Shall feed Wei Ying daily ginger.

Do you think that will help me remember more of our time together in my first life?

I do not wish to create expectations.

But there are techniques to raise memories from spirits.

I want to try it. If it doesn’t work, then it’s not like I lose anything by trying.

I’ll wait so we can do it together.

And if you do not enjoy your recollections?

They’ll still be mine. There’s lots of things I don’t like thinking about, but they’re still parts of me.

Then, let us attempt.

Sure!

I know there’s a lot that I don’t remember clearly. All those conversations we had when we were young.

And that time you were there for me after what happened at the Nightless City. I know that one isn’t going to be pleasant, but I can handle it with you there with me.

I do not know that is best remembered.

Yeah, you’re probably right. How about next time you remember something I can’t, we can try it then?

...so be it.

Are you worried?

Always.

We can do nice memories first just to see if it works. There’s no harm in that, right?

After experiencing the benevolent memories, you will think the sour ones easily born.

You think it would be easier to remember the bad stuff than the good stuff?

I believe Wei Ying will overestimate himself.

I guess I’m guilty of that at times.

I don’t need to remember all the bad stuff, so I won’t try to do it behind your back or anything.

Is my concern so stifling?

Stifling? I thought you’d appreciate the reassurance.

Not in Wei Ying's nature to give it.

It’s because I considered it, but knew you wouldn’t be happy with me. I know you wouldn’t forbid me from doing it, but I don’t want to make you sad or worried.

I suppose, thank you.