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yiling.

( He had anticipated silence, nightmarish husking, a slaughter of dust and dreams. A vast, unending emptiness of possibility.

Instead, Yiling surprised him: in the wake of the war that toppled the Yiling Patriarch and his restitution thirteen years after, the village has thrived, a convenient settlement at crossed roads. The markets lack exotic produce or sophisticated offerings, but excel in popularity. Those who must eat will have their fill. The roads accept visitors, bandits still banished by the specter of the Patriarch that is said to still manifest against wrongdoers on his grounds. Yunmeng's commerce is, if not wholly restored, then tentatively rejuvenating.

They arrive on lukewarm morning, Yiling clinging to its suffocating humidity even at the turn of seasons. Begging leave of his retinue, the acting sect leader has entrusted Sizhui and Uncle Qiren to watch over the clan — and now only carries their wares, dragging Little Apple by a soft lead. The donkey trots obediently, sparing unconvinced glances each way as if to transmit that it is an animal debased by these surroundings and prefers a hey of higher quality.

They enter the village, well ahead of Wei Ying's distant cave settlement, on foot &dmash; to vocal offers of carrot, winter melon and... of course he buys a bundle of turnips, paying twice the local going rate, and still not half of what might be charged in Jinlintai. Appeased, the old lady that descended on him withdraws, patting her belly, then her thinning basket of goods, because, ah, what a day.

Lan Wangji, trailing after his husband, is still a little aghast and confused after his ambush. )

I believe they like me here. ( Certainly, they like his silver. )

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[He watches Lan Zhan’s eyes, his own fluttering closed only when they start to kiss again. It’s not hungry like before, but it somehow feels more intimate for it. He relaxes, living in the moment where his whole body and soul feel loved under his husband’s undivided attention. It’s just the two of them sharing a small world together. As much as they miss their kids, it’s freeing to have this time with just his husband.

His length grows more rigid in Lan Zhan’s grasp. He moans into Lan Zhan’s mouth, hips moving at a lazy tempo to match Lan Zhan’s gentle motion. He nips at his husband’s bottom lip when the kiss comes to a comfortable end.]

I like you too, Lan Zhan. You’re my best friend. [Whether it’s the hand around him or the verbal affection, his cheeks are rosy and his smile genuine. Love and like might appear to be along the same spectrum, but they’re different. When they fight, their love for each other never falters but there are moments when they just don’t like each other very much. So hearing that Lan Zhan likes him right now in this moment (and so many other times when they aren’t in the midst of their petty conflicts), he feels happy.]

I like spending time with you and the kids. [It feels strange to mention the kids when he has Lan Zhan’s hand around him, but the sentiment is there. There’s a reason he usually sends messages at all hours of the day and night when they’re separated by distance.

He licks his lips when Lan Zhan starts speaking again. He can imagine the scenario Lan Zhan creates for him and his flush kisses his neck and cheeks.] You can to do anything you want with me. Chained and tethered and unable to do anything besides endure maddening pleasure and teasing, huh? [He starts to move his hips again, slow and syrupy. A promise of pleasure rather than the hectic scramble of chasing it.]

We could mess around like that for hours. Do you want your dream to become real, Lan Zhan? I trust you to control me like that.

( Throughout this, Wei Ying's silent moans, their equally placid reunion, his hand strokes delicately, base to tip and turning — never hastening, never forcible. Only enjoying the moment between heating exhalations, deepening as if Lan Wangji's own pleasure is stirred and defined by Wei Ying's enjoyment.

He speaks, somehow, despite himself, nudging the sun-kissed column of his husband's throat with his nose, teething down the valleys and swells of his jutting collarbones. Growing himself far too excited, arousal sliding against Wei Ying's thigh. )

That. ( He agrees, as much weaver and victim of his own tale, irresistibly drawn to the fantasy of a Wei Ying wholly surrendered to him, beautiful collapsed, fresh and flush-faced. ) And more.

( He should stop, he know. Should make less of a nuisance of his cravings, as if he is no better than an adolescent who cannot contain himself. They were never allowed this, after all. )

To kiss you bruised during festivals in Caiyi. To take you as my bride, many times over. To kneel you in the sect leader's reception halls and enjoy your mouth between meetings.

[Lan Zhan heavy against his thigh is all the permission he needs to let himself fall into this little trap set out for him. He lets himself relax and enjoy being handled this way, feeling hopeful, if not certain, that he won’t be left wanting. That Lan Zhan won’t be left wanting, either, even though he knows Lan Zhan is accustomed to torturing himself by meditating his body into submission.

He angles himself so that when he moves into blissful friction, he shares some with Lan Zhan, too. They’ve only been kissing and he hasn’t even let his hands explore Lan Zhan’s sweet spots, yet his husband is hard for him. Because of him.]

More? [He coaxes, arching his back and reaching between them so he can take his husband in hand. He pinches the tip and uses the moisture beading there to soften his touch.]

All of it. I give freely. You’re too good at holding yourself back and denying yourself what you want. [Not that Lan Zhan holds himself back when it’s just the two of them. At least, he doesn’t think he does.] If you want me to suck on you in the reception hall, then I’ll get on my knees and do it. I’ll drink every last drop of evidence.

I want to reenact your dream in the library pavilion. Just you and me with the books bearing witness.

( There, together, edge of his moan harsh-ragged and tearing when Wei Ying claims him in hand, and a punctured exhalation marks the inevitable, instinctive thrust of his hips.

He yields to it, impossibly starting to resuscitate his interest, for all they've only recently reached their completion. Wei Ying, he reminds himself, breathes in the body of a young man susceptible to a quick nascence and escalation of passions; Lan Wangji is merely shameless.

His hand briefly staggers before he remembers himself, capturing Wei Ying's pretty length again in soft tugs. )

How will we safeguard the library from intrusion? ( It is too densely and enthusiastically populated by the disciples, visitors and elders of Cloud Recesses to claim without risk of disruption, while they enjoy themselves.

But he does not refuse Wei Ying. In truth, never learned how. )

Perhaps during the evening meal. <small<( Taken either in the canteens of the clan by juniors or in the seclusion of private residences by senior members. Surely, that will buy them their time. )

[It feels decadent to enjoy each other’s body for a second round in such a short amount of time. They haven’t had the freedom to explore each other like this since they adopted their second son, mostly hurrying to make sure they’re satisfied so they can remain on standby in case the little master’s whims pull one or both of them back into service.

They can take their time now and enjoy the build up to more. His hand grips his husband more firmly, but he keeps the strokes slow enough to avoid urgency at this point in their play. He loves how Lan Zhan moves against his palm reminiscent of their union.]

We could use the forbidden section for secrecy. [It’s a suggestion, but he likes Lan Zhan’s idea better.] Or we can go when the sect sleeps. But meal time sounds good, too. As long as it’s with you, we can do it any time and anywhere. I want to be claimed in all the places that are important to us.

[He spreads his legs a little more, curling one around Lan Zhan’s thighs. The lazy speed they’re moving is just on the side of torturously slow more to stoke interest than to race to the finish. For now, he’s able to restrain himself from rolling Lan Zhan onto his back and ride him.]

We should find that cave where we fought the Xuanwu of Slaughter. We could do what we should have done when we were trapped in there. [As if either of them had been in any condition to do so with their wounds and inedia.] The rabbit clearing. A boat in the lakes of Yunmeng. Everywhere.

( All the places that are important to them, now and forever: the library, haunt of their nascent attraction. The rooftops, where their joy first sparked. The cave, where despair fettered them together. The rabbit clearing, embracing peace. Nightless City, for victory and freedom. The lakes of Yunmeng, their reckoning. The pastures of the temple of Guanyin, perhaps.

All at once, his lungs feel too full, his chest close to breakage. He pushes into Wei Ying to claim his mouth, a childish and effusive aggression. Their breaths mingle, touch interwoven. )

...you remember. ( It should not make him so foolishly, so irrevocably fond. He should not be so simply appeased. And yet. ) Our encounters. Our feats. Death has not so crippled your memory.

( At times, faced with Wei Ying's sparse recollection, no doubt crippled also by resentful energy, he worries on this count. Worries that he forever yearn after something impossibly lost. That Wei Ying and he will never share true, definitive connection. )

[The kiss isn’t expected, but it’s enthusiastically returned. He’s not sure, at first, what provoked Lan Zhan, but he’s glad for it. He smiles while they kiss, remembering belatedly to keep stroking his husband’s length throughout. He’s only slightly dazed when Lan Zhan breaks the kiss.]

I remember some things. [He kisses Lan Zhan for a few seconds more, before he moves back until they’re nose to nose again.] It feels like the more time I spend with you, the more I remember about us.

[There are some things that are still out of his reach. The days after the massacre at Nightless City are still too fuzzy for him to make heads or tails of. Some nights, he wakes up from nightmares surrounding his death, but the images always fade to obscurity. He thinks he’d like to remember that time because Lan Zhan had been with him for parts of it, but his fragmented memory lacks clarity for it.]

Maybe if there are more things you want me to remember, you can tell me about them. It might work! And if it doesn’t, I’ll still get to hear a story about us.

( The more time expended, the more remembered. The greater, too, Lan Wangji's profound adoration of the beautiful creature before him. With a sigh, he surrenders to the kisses, the final friction of their noses drawing him to chase Wei Ying's mouth once more, until they're cups filled to their brim, sated.

Quietly, fox-like and quick, his hand drips back down to capture his lover's length, shamelessly teasing the tip with the pulses of a tightened grip. Then, conversationally, as if he is not in the midst of torture most amorous: )

Shall I tell you the tale of our first kiss? ( Thieved, to Lan Wangji's frustration and Wei Ying's consternation, no fear to tell their children ) On Phoenix Mountain, you stood a blind vision. Glorious. Strong. Untouchable.

[It’s difficult to focus on anything besides the sensation of Lan Zhan’s nimble fingers around him. His hips buck towards his husband’s hand, leaving him a moaning mess in its wake. He only chases Lan Zhan’s mouth for a moment before leaning back at watching him. Part predator, part prey, he waits until Lan Zhan’s speaking before tightening his grip and tugging a little quicker.]

You were so angry when I found you afterwards. [He leans in and brushes his lips across Lan Zhan’s jawbone. His hands are starting to tremble with the over-stimulation, but he’s still after more.] You wanted to do more than just kiss me, didn’t you? If you could go back and take me all for yourself, would you do it? We still need to go back to Phoenix Mountain and celebrate our first kiss.

[He had been powerful back then. Untouchable like Lan Zhan said, yet Lan Zhan had risked so much for just one kiss. The only kiss they ever shared when he was in his original body. At least Lan Zhan had a taste of him from before.]

What would you have done if I caught you and decided I wanted to be the one to take you? Would we have fought for dominance?

Fought. ( He agrees, before allowing himself the scraps of a moment's attention exclusively paid to his own burgeoning length, to the gravelly moans Wei Ying's interest elicit from him.

His hips thrust with it, and he nearly sobs with the pains of parting, of suddenly rolling Wei Ying above him, as he attacks his husband's neck to continue their retelling. )

Would have torn each other's silks. Tumbled in the forest dirt. Bound our wrists. Parted your thighs. Perhaps we might have rutted —

( As he does now, bringing their hips together, the friction impossibly sweet between explosive licks of pleasure. He laughs, in between this: )

Let me in. Sweetheart, please. ( Unfair, to ask this of Wei Ying so soon after their first coupling. Entirely selfish and unreasonable. )

[He thrives on the sounds Lan Zhan makes for him, letting them act as a breeze to a hungry fire. To think there’d been a time that he thought this man was wholesome and innocent and now look at them both losing themselves in their bed play for a second time in one evening.

He moves as directed, pressing his hips against Lan Zhan in pulses of heat. He can imagine the him of before losing composure and fighting with Lan Zhan in that way. Aroused and wanting to dominate. He doesn’t mind letting Lan Zhan dominate him these days, though. In fact, he loves every second of it.]

We would have. [His breaths are staring to come out in puffs, head up tilting to the side to enjoy Lan Zhan’s mouth.] We would have been like beasts, coveting the pleasure we shared. Neither of us would have backed down once we started.

[He spreads his legs like in Lan Zhan’s imagination and welcomes him. He doesn’t have nearly as many hang ups about being the bottom as he would have had back then. Chuckling, he nods his head and lets it hang over Lan Zhan, haloing him in his hair.]

What are you waiting for, Lan Zhan? Show me what I would have been missing back then.

( In the end, it's a simple reunion: Wei Ying permits, and so he claims, gentle hold of his grip guiding his husband's leg that sliver looser and more widely parted, then his own length position by a trembling hand. Somehow, this feels more intimate than their first coupling, the feel of Wei Ying already wet with him, the light powdery reside where their the sweat of their first bedding has chilled.

He enters his husband, hissing with the release of tension his body had been carrying for far too long and too tightly wound, for how recently they've partaken of each other's bodies. Wei Ying feels comfortable around him, warm and tender, known. He thinks to romance his lover with another bout of slow and steady, but concedes early on to walk his mouth on Wei Ying's temple. )

No. You show me how you claim what you have won. ( Softer, indelicate: ) How you might have at Phoenix Mountain.

( For all they both know that a Wei Ying fighting for dominance would not have necessarily allowed himself penetrated. Not as he was before, surrounded by beauties. )

[He feels sore after sleeping with Lan Zhan once already, but it isn’t uncomfortable enough for him to falter. After they get going, it won’t even register. He mutters encouraging nothings, egging Lan Zhan on until he’s fully sheathed by him.]

Claim my prize, huh? [His fingers travel down his husband’s chest, stopping to brush against one nipple, then to rub and pinch at it until it swells hard.

He thinks about how to make this work, grinning when he comes to a conclusion he thinks might work and not ruin the pride he still clings to regarding his first body. Just because he’s taking Lan Zhan inside of him, it doesn’t mean that he has to do it submissively.]

Put your hands above your head. [He thumbs at the nipple a little longer while he waits for Lan Zhan to comply. If he doesn’t, he’ll wrestle him into it, but either way, he wants to hold him down. Similar to how he’d been treated up that tree. Like this, he doesn’t have enough mass to keep Lan Zhan down - and knowing how strong his husband’s upper body strength is, he wouldn’t have been able to truly subdue him even back then. Not without his necromancy, anyway, and the stench of death isn’t something he’d like to bring into the bedroom.]

You like this, don’t you? Where are your precepts now, Lan Zhan?

( He likes this, ever has: the look of his husband, glorious in his supremacy, fitting the part of a gracious lord gazing down on his unworthy prey. Lessening himself to accept Lan Wangji in his body, as if his length is no better — indeed, serves far worse — than the jade pillar Wei Ying coaxes inside of himself. A thing to bring him pleasure.

Belatedly, he hisses with the angry twist of his nipple, instinctively tempted to reach out and retaliate, before obediently drawing his hands back and above his head, where Wei Ying has positioned them. He asks discipline of his husband so often in their bed play that it would shame him now to fail this lone request.

Instead, he thinks: what is it Wei Ying expects of him? What part does he wish played? Not the one of Lan Wangji as he was during the twilight hours of Wei Ying's first life, desperate and desolate, willing to concede whatever it took to satisfy the Patriarch's anger. No. He wishes the Lan Wangji that a maddened Wei Ying envisioned, haughty and callous and uncaringly cold. So be it, his voice gravelly and thick: )

Do what you wish. You will have no pleasure of me, Patriarch. I shall be as the precepts. As stone.

[The shift in Lan Zhan’s attitude surprises him but only for a moment. Of course, Lan Zhan from back then wouldn’t be the doting husband he is today. But hadn’t he already fallen for him by then? No, this is a fantasy based around his memory of how things had been. So that’s what Lan Zhan is playing at.]

You say that, but your body betrays you. The only thing that’s stone is what’s between your legs.

[And what a wonderful thing it is to feel inside him. He grips Lan Zhan’s wrists with one hand, the other one clutching Lan Zhan’s cheek meanly to force his gaze at him.] You belong to me now, for as long as I want. Don’t worry, Lan Zhan, I’m generous. I’ll make sure your lust is satisfied, too.

[He starts to lift himself only to stop halfway to lower himself again. He assumes he’ll be the one doing most of the work with his prey acting so stoic. It makes him feel good knowing he’ll be bringing Lan Zhan to completion while his husband gets to lay back and enjoy it. Usually, it’s Lan Zhan who takes on the role of lead in these things.]

( His lust, impossibly roused whenever Wei Ying is near and dear and true, so close, so very close and willing. Lan Wangji coaxes him with simple, slowed thrusts, appreciative when Wei Ying takes control of the pace he can no longer command, when his husband forces his hands down.

Even so, the simmering pleasure in his veins threatens to come to a bloom, only at a tired, lackadaisical pace. He all but growls, shooting his husband a hard look intended to convey, if not his actual displeasure, then certainly his frustration.

Throughout this, between punched moans and the heave of his chest, he licks his lower lip, inviting the start of a kiss, the promise of one. He is owed. They are owed. )

You... ( Him. So beautiful, so cunning. His Wei Ying. ) You presume. Come close to my bite, if you think me so helpless.

( No kinder way to ask Wei Ying to come near his mouth than this without breaking the character he already struggles to inhabit. )

[He grins when Lan Zhan gives him that grumpy look. He assumes it’s part of the character, but he allows himself to be moved by it. One hand holds his lover still, but he loosens his grip on Lan Zhan’s face, stroking the cheek apologetically. He dips his face down, nudging their noses together and breathing in his husband’s breath.]

Am I really so hateful?

[He tastes Lan Zhan’s bottom lip, tongue dragging too slowly across the expanse before he closes the distance between them with a slow kiss. All the while, his hips keep up a lazy pace. He moans between them, starting to think pinning Lan Zhan’s hands like this wasn’t his best plan. He liked the way it felt around him.

He breaks the kiss but doesn’t move back, letting their lips brush together while he speaks.]

Touch me. [He releases the hands he’s been pinning into place.] If you satisfy me, I might keep you around.

( No, he mouths mutely at Wei Ying's question, role be damned. No, his husband will never be hateful or hated, never be detested by Lan Wangji, of all men. He is for love and for love-making, for gentle nurture and sweet appreciation.

Then, Wei Ying makes his demand, and even in this place of squalor — an inn so impoverished, so derelict — he is a king enthroned, a commander who must be instantly obeyed. As if snapped free of invisible restraints, Lan Wangji's hands shift to trail down his husband's flank, warm and covetous, then his hips, then the swells of his ass, briefly pinning him while Wangji delivers a few selfish, stabbing thrusts.

After, he remembers: he exists for Wei Ying's pleasure, enslaved. He catches his husband's sweet length in a weighing, appreciative hand, before strokes it in time with Wei Ying's descent.

All along, their mouths meet, breathlessly and easy, as all exchanges are between them. Love making is for completion, for satiety. Kissing, for intimacy, for bridging their intimacy. )

Am I to become another of your puppets? I shall — ( And here, a bitten gasp, where Wei Ying's next calculated bounce drags his cock in just so, and the tightness of his lover's body consumes him.) I shall bring you down with me.

You already are.

[He likes the way Lan Zhan struggles to stick to his role in this. Whether it’s the possessiveness he grasps him or forgetting himself for some nice thrusts, it makes him feel good that he has this effect on him.

He's loathe to break from their kissing, but Lan Zhan’s throat and shoulder need to be marked by him. He drags his teeth along the skin until he finds a choice spot to nip and suck. All the while, he holds himself up with one hand and travels Lan Zhan’s body with the other. Down his side, pausing at his hip only to move back up his lover’s body.

He can’t stand the slow pace anymore. Between Lan Zhan inside him and his hand around his length, the wisps of promised pleasure have him speeding up.]

You’ll be at my side. If not in life, then I’ll take that from you, too. [It’s something he would never have done, but it fits the roles they’re playing.] I’d prefer to keep your blood pumping. You could be a lot funner that way. [He grinds his butt down against Lan Zhan’s hips for emphasis.

Oh, that’s the right angle. A moan slips from his mouth and he keeps pressing hard against his husband’s cock to tickle the right place inside of himself.]

( There, Wei Ying's dainty mouth affixed to his throat, nipping and nibbling and rousing, until Lan Wangji nearly breaks and pushes him away — only to remember his supposed captivity and resume a fierce, tireless and cruel pace with the stroke of his hand. As if too much pleasure, inflicted without pause, can be punishing.

It appears Wei Ying entertains the same idea, speeding along their love-making to a better clip. He helps with minor thrusts up, with squeezes of his freed hand on Wei Ying's hip to position him — until their configurations somehow strike the angle that pleases them both, and he moans, tremulously. )

Wei Ying. Wei Ying. ( The game nearly surrendered, but he tries, strains, and suddenly attempts to roll them over, careful to stop if Wei Ying poses any resistance. )

Very well, Patriarch. Let me satisfy you and win my freedom.

[There’s no resistance at all when Lan Zhan repositions them. He trusts his husband completely with his body and his soul. Once on his back, he bends his knees at either side of Lan Zhan and uses them to stabilize his thrusts, toes curling into the linen sheets.]

That’s right, Lan Zhan. You’re doing well despite your protestations.

[He wraps his arms around Lan Zhan’s shoulders and pulls him down. He knows Lan Zhan will have to release his cock to make it comfortable, but he wants to feel Lan Zhan’s skin against his from his head to his toes.]

You’re so good, Lan Zhan. [He noses against Lan Zhan’s neck again, this time to breathe in his scent and to kiss.] I want to keep you around, so I can feel like this whenever I want. [Are they still playing their game now that Lan Zhan’s taken over? Sure, why not? It hasn’t failed them yet.]

( You would not have praised me as the Patriarch. In truth, Wei Wuxian of that time would not have welcomed Lan Wangji in his bed, no matter their configuration. But they are here now, wrestling and racing toward completion, their mouths meeting clumsily to manifest a kiss that ends up far too abrupt and reedy, between Lan Wangji's rushed exhalations.

He plunges into Wei Ying tirelessly, claiming and at once worshipping his body, hand slipping free of the pretty, perky length that eases between them. Sweat rolls off him in beads, the musk of their twined body warm, the perpetual symphony of touch cocooning him. He is silent longer than he should be, forgetting he is supposed to be the captive of the Patriarch, his dutiful slave.

His mouth latches onto Wei Ying's collarbone, and he pumps in once, and again, before murmuring scratchily: ) Keep me, then. Whole or ripped apart. Have what you have won.

( He remembers, at least, to return his hand to Wei Ying's arousal, stroking it enthusiastically. ) Show me your pleasure. See that I serve it.

[He feels his climax inching closer, just out of his grasp. The salty, vaguely smokey taste of Lan Zhan’s skin is pleasant and he gnaws at his neck for several moments while they reposition around each other. They’re so close now that they may as well be one and the same.]

All mine. You’ll never know another touch besides mine. You’ll serve me every day like this and I’ll reward you with your own share of the pleasure. Every time — [His words cut short when Lan Zhan grasps him again, blending into a deep moan.] — You’re too good at this. I forgot what I was going to say.

[He lays his head back and looks up at Lan Zhan’s face, smiling even as he pants. His heart feels full to bursting to see his husband chasing both their pleasure.] Hello.

[He lifts and drops his hips, matching Lan Zhan’s thrusts. Speed picking up as he feels like he might be getting close to climax again. He doesn’t know if it’s possible to love anyone as much as he loves Lan Zhan in this moment.]

( Every day, set to mean every day, even in this make-believe world of fresh servitude and switched configurations. He nods, emptily and obediently, because to refuse Wei Ying in anything is to refuse himself in all things, and he applies himself to the task at literal hand: stroking, nuzzling his lover's collarbone, driving himself in, in, inside his husband.

Every now and then, their fictive enmity forgotten, he slips faint kisses over Wei Ying's bruised lips, less to deliver affection than to apologize he is too silent and overcome by feeling to play his part —

Until Wei Ying slips back, theatrics crumbled, and they look into each other's eyes well and true. )

...hello, Wei Ying.

( His heart could break in this moment. He could die, happily. He would be content. And all at once, he feels the same crippling emotion that Wei Ying so often accuses during their love-making, pistoning his hips to drive into his lover's sweet, warmed, pliant body in between syrupy gasps and slowed strokes of his hand — and he lets himself reach his peak. )

[His smile widens at the greeting. He slips his arms around Lan Zhan, hands gripping at his shoulders to pull him closer. There’s a change between them that’s more than just dropping their character. It’s monumental, somehow. Two hearts and souls merging as they clutch each other close.]

That’s it, Lan Zhan. [He coaxes as soon as he can tell Lan Zhan’s on the cusp of euphoria. He feels so close to his own, and he wants to milk every last drop from his husband.] Love you, Lan Zhan. So much.

[He shudders, breaths picking up. Between the pulsing movements of Lan Zhan inside him and his fist around his length, he tips over the edge just in time to share the first half of his climax with the last part of Lan Zhan’s. It takes him in waves, just as intensely as the first orgasm they shared tonight but somehow more in a way that’s hard to quantify.

He sighs after he’s sure he’s finished, squeezing Lan Zhan closer before letting himself relax. Unlike before, he’s feeling quite lethargic after this round.]

Marry me, Lan Zhan. We can celebrate our anniversary every day of the year. You’re amazing. I feel like I can ascend right now.

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